night time talks

Carrie's pov





Carrie gripped onto her wife's hand as she pushed her way through the crowd of paparazzi, she could feel Kelly gripping her hand tighter the more the flashes went off. By the time Carrie got into the car Kelly was sitting shaking in the passenger seat.



'You ok?.......did any of them touch you......?'Carrie looked over her wife's body with concern.



'No just drive.......' Carrie quickly did as she was told. As she drove down the crowded street she could see the photographers following after them.



'What the hell are we doing............we only went for dinner.........'



'Lets just get home..........'Kelly rubbed along her wife's arm trying to sooth her.



'Texas is our home...........You want to go home?...........'



'You know what I mean.............let's just get back to the apartment...........'



'Do you want to go home Kelly?........' Carrie turned to look at her.



'I want you to watch the road........'Kelly snapped. Carrie turned back to look at the road. She could see a few photographs trailing behind them still.



'I hate this..........It's not worth it............'



'It's your career..........and it's working......sales have gone up.........' Kelly explained.



'Cause they think my wife's cheating on me with her back up singer........or cause your planning on leaving me for your drummer..........' Kelly screwed up her face as Carrie spoke. 'Yea I read that one this morning..........apparently I've been drinking to much...........'



'You hardly drink......................'



'According to some little twerp with a blog I've been out and about in La nightclubs without you drinking and flirting with barmaids...............' Carrie slammed her hand onto the steering wheel. 'I hate this.............'





Kelly's pov





Kelly stayed silent after Carrie's outburst. She knew her wife was right, the lies and photographers weren't helping them at all but it was helping Carrie's career and that was all Kelly was worried about at the moment.



The moment they arrived home Carrie was back on the computer to see what they were saying now. None of it really bothered Kelly, she had been around enough to accept what they said about her.



'There's pictures already up of us going in to eat..............'



'Yea?.......do we look good........' Kelly busied herself with getting undressed for bed.



'Apparently we're in talks to save our marriage.............'



'Uh huh..........'



'Did you hear me?..........did you hear what they're saying,...............'



'I heard........'Kelly stood behind her wife. 'But I'm more interested in us and not what some loser and his blog as to say..........'





Carrie's pov





'But I just......'Carrie spun around to see her wife standing in front of her naked.



'You just what.........'



'I really don't know............' Carrie let her eyes scan over her wife's body. 'Why are you so beautiful?..........'



'I think it's your eyes.........'Kelly explained. 'Are you done with the computer?............'Carrie nodded as Kelly straddled her waist. 'What ever they say about us doesn't matter...........we know the truth........'



'I just..........i hate that they think these things..........that people reading them will believe them.....'



'No one that knows us will believe them..........Can't you just forget all this?............'



'I want to...i really do but this isn't us.......and I just don't know if we're doing the right thing.......'Carrie stood causing Kelly to move off of her.



'Where are you going?.............'Kelly asked as she watched Carrie walk towards the front door.



'A drive........' As the door closed Kelly felt a feeling she hadn't had in a long time. Watching her wife walk away and leaving her alone, not knowing when she would be back.