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Singers/Bands/Musicians › Savage Garden
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
9
Views:
1,668
Reviews:
11
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Savage Garden. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Coming to an Understanding
Coming to An Understanding
The next morning when I wake up, it's around 10:30. We had fallen asleep around nine last night, and I have slept maybe three hours of the whole night. I can't bare to lie here any longer. I don't know if I should wake Darren or not; maybe I should just to make sure he's OK.
"Hey Dar wake up!" He moves a little, but he wont wake up. "Darren wake up right now!" I'm not trying to be mean, but I really want to make sure he's OK, I'm doing all of this for his own good. "Darren get up!" Finally! "hmmm?" "Darren get up you've been sleeping for over thirteen hours now GET UP!" "I'm up, now what do you want?" "I wanted to make sure you were OK! so are you?" "I would be if you let me go back to sleep!" "Well sorry about your luck, but I think we need to have a serious talk." "Fine Daniel I'll talk with you, just let me wake up first." "How? do you have pills for that too?"
I know I shouldn't say those things, but sometimes I can't control my feelings. "No Daniel I don't, and I don't need your smart-ass remarks, do you think that helps me any?" "I'm sorry Darren, I shouldn't have said that, but it isn't easy for me to deal with all of this." "I know Daniel, I can leave if you want me to." "Darren I don't want you to leave, but I don't want things to continue the way they are." "What do you mean?" "Darren you know exactly what I mean."
He doesn't say anything more. He looks down at his pale hands. "Darren..." "I know what you mean, I just don't wanna get into it right now." "Well we're guna have to get into it right now, or I may have to ask you to leave, but Darren..." "What?" "I don't want you to leave, I never want to be without you again." "I don't want to leave again Daniel, but I don't think I can live without them-" "Yes you can, you lived without them before. I don't need them to live, so neither do you." "Danny I don't mean for this to come out the wrong way, but I think it is a bit harder for me then it is for you." "Darren I know you think that, and it may be, but don't you think that this has effected me?"
He can't answer me, he just scoots over and puts his head on my shoulder. Nothing is said for a few minutes, but I know I have to say somthing."Darren you don't need to put yourself through this anymore, I am here for you." "I know Daniel I can't stop through if I don't take them, then I start thinking about what happened; and I don't think I can think about it any longer." "Well you're thinking about it now aren't you?" "Well yeah bu-" "Darren please, if I try to help you will you make an attempt at getting off these things." "I want to Danny, but I I-m I'm hooked on them." Suddenly he just starts crying. I pull him close, and stroke his hair. I am no longer mad at him; all I want is for him to get better, and for us to have a healthy relationship once again.
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The rest of the day is dragging by slowly. After we finally got out of bed I made Darren breakfast, and we sat around and watched TV for a long time. Around 4:00 I fell asleep. While I was asleep, Darren took it upon himself to find refuge in the bathroom once again. I knew this ,for when I woke up he was sitting on the end of the couch shaking like a leaf.
"Darren what's wrong, are you all right?" "Daniel I-I I couldn't hel-help it, I only took a lil, I tried to-to stop but I h-had t-to!" His voice was barley audible, and tears were streaming from his eyes once again. I held him and soothed him until he fell asleep in my arms.
Now I am just sitting here watching him sleep. Tomorrow I am going to call the Dr. I know he is going to have a fit, but I need to get him off of this shit. I don't know what exactly it is doing to him, but it needs to end as quickly as possible. I need my old Darren back, the one I could have long talks with, the one I could express my feelings with, the one I could just hold for hours. I need him back, I want him back, and I will do anything in my power to do it.
Please tell me what you think so far. The next chapter will be much more exciting. Many things will be revealed.
The next morning when I wake up, it's around 10:30. We had fallen asleep around nine last night, and I have slept maybe three hours of the whole night. I can't bare to lie here any longer. I don't know if I should wake Darren or not; maybe I should just to make sure he's OK.
"Hey Dar wake up!" He moves a little, but he wont wake up. "Darren wake up right now!" I'm not trying to be mean, but I really want to make sure he's OK, I'm doing all of this for his own good. "Darren get up!" Finally! "hmmm?" "Darren get up you've been sleeping for over thirteen hours now GET UP!" "I'm up, now what do you want?" "I wanted to make sure you were OK! so are you?" "I would be if you let me go back to sleep!" "Well sorry about your luck, but I think we need to have a serious talk." "Fine Daniel I'll talk with you, just let me wake up first." "How? do you have pills for that too?"
I know I shouldn't say those things, but sometimes I can't control my feelings. "No Daniel I don't, and I don't need your smart-ass remarks, do you think that helps me any?" "I'm sorry Darren, I shouldn't have said that, but it isn't easy for me to deal with all of this." "I know Daniel, I can leave if you want me to." "Darren I don't want you to leave, but I don't want things to continue the way they are." "What do you mean?" "Darren you know exactly what I mean."
He doesn't say anything more. He looks down at his pale hands. "Darren..." "I know what you mean, I just don't wanna get into it right now." "Well we're guna have to get into it right now, or I may have to ask you to leave, but Darren..." "What?" "I don't want you to leave, I never want to be without you again." "I don't want to leave again Daniel, but I don't think I can live without them-" "Yes you can, you lived without them before. I don't need them to live, so neither do you." "Danny I don't mean for this to come out the wrong way, but I think it is a bit harder for me then it is for you." "Darren I know you think that, and it may be, but don't you think that this has effected me?"
He can't answer me, he just scoots over and puts his head on my shoulder. Nothing is said for a few minutes, but I know I have to say somthing."Darren you don't need to put yourself through this anymore, I am here for you." "I know Daniel I can't stop through if I don't take them, then I start thinking about what happened; and I don't think I can think about it any longer." "Well you're thinking about it now aren't you?" "Well yeah bu-" "Darren please, if I try to help you will you make an attempt at getting off these things." "I want to Danny, but I I-m I'm hooked on them." Suddenly he just starts crying. I pull him close, and stroke his hair. I am no longer mad at him; all I want is for him to get better, and for us to have a healthy relationship once again.
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The rest of the day is dragging by slowly. After we finally got out of bed I made Darren breakfast, and we sat around and watched TV for a long time. Around 4:00 I fell asleep. While I was asleep, Darren took it upon himself to find refuge in the bathroom once again. I knew this ,for when I woke up he was sitting on the end of the couch shaking like a leaf.
"Darren what's wrong, are you all right?" "Daniel I-I I couldn't hel-help it, I only took a lil, I tried to-to stop but I h-had t-to!" His voice was barley audible, and tears were streaming from his eyes once again. I held him and soothed him until he fell asleep in my arms.
Now I am just sitting here watching him sleep. Tomorrow I am going to call the Dr. I know he is going to have a fit, but I need to get him off of this shit. I don't know what exactly it is doing to him, but it needs to end as quickly as possible. I need my old Darren back, the one I could have long talks with, the one I could express my feelings with, the one I could just hold for hours. I need him back, I want him back, and I will do anything in my power to do it.
Please tell me what you think so far. The next chapter will be much more exciting. Many things will be revealed.