Just a guy

The lunch went very well...Evgeny decided to join us, and I realised he qiute an amusing guy.
Alexei and I were a little uncomfortable at first.....but that could have been put down to the fact that we didnt know each other very well.......or so every one thought.
We knew differently.......but we did relax as the day went on, although I just couldnt stop a smile from escaping every so often.
I arranged with Evgeny to go see one of his practise sessions........the more I saw of these skaters the better it would be for me in my job.
Evgeny left us after his meal and we sat across from each other....with an uneasy silence between us.
"..Alexei.......", before I could say anything else he said
"..There is something I should tell you before we go any further....."
".Whats wrong......why the serious face.."
"..I have been seeing someone for quite some time now....and I do love her.....I really enjoyed our ..er...little encounter today, but I have to tell you.........this is where it ends. Nothing can ever come of it.......you do understand dont you...Im sure you feel the same way as I .....our working relationship would not benefit from any progression along these lines.."
I was stunned into silence......this was something I didnt expect, granted I didnt expect marriage or anything but I also didnt expect this brush off by him.
"..Please...I understand, you're right......I never expected any thing from you", I was lying through my teeth at this point....I wanted it to go on and now I knew he had someone else I was upset and dissapointed.

.." Dont give it a second thought ......Im sure I wont"..this came out rather bitter and I was sorry I had said it.
We smiled at each other and stood to leave. As we walked out of the building Alexei had his arm resting very lightly on my waist.......it may only have been a whisper of feeling but it sent shock waves through my body......and I knew we would meet again.....and love again........

We parted company outside and I decided to just shrug it off. It was after all just pure lust.......but it still made me hot thinking about it.
I went home and started preparing myself for work the next day. I was really looking forward to it and thought I might go back out and treat myself to some new clothes.
I was just about to leave when the phone rang, it was Jess.
"..Hey baby......how did the meeting go.....I bet you impressed them didnt you "..
It was good to hear his voice......he was a very uncomplicated man, and I always knew where I stood with him. I suppose he did tend to wear his heart on his sleeve..but that was ok by me.
"..Hi Jess honey.......yes the meeting went great, I got to know a few things about my job, and met a few people who I will be working with"
I hated having to lie to him......but I knew his reaction to Alexei wouldnt have been good.
.."Fancy coming down here tonight........Ive missed you .
I thought about my shopping trip .......no a good night with Jess would be a lot better for me. He was great company and never failed to make me laugh.
"..Ok baby...that sounds great.....be there in about an hour."
We both hung up and I went in to get a shower.........a vivid vision of what had happened earlier flashed in my mind. God Alexei was passionate......oh snap out of it girl I said to myself ,threw my clothes in a heap and climbed into the shower.
I was dressed and out of the door within an hour and arrived to see Jess looking my absolute best.
"..You look gorgeous......as usual..." he said hugging me and planting a big kiss on my lips.
"..Flattery will get you everywhere....."I said ,hugging him back.
"..Do you want to stay here or go somewhere else.......we can go for some food if you want".
"..I think we should stay here and get to know each other a little better ....dont you", I said with a wicked grin.
He was great company as always...he had a wicked sense of humour and made me laugh all night. The drinks were flowing quite freely and I felt quite light headed.Jess was sat at my side holding my hand and I had a sudden urge to lean in and kiss him ...passionately.
"..What was that for honey, Im not complaining.......I would like some more.."
"..Jess...........do you know just how much I like you. You're so down to earh and uncomplicated..."
I leaned in and kissed him again, pushing my tongue through his parted lips.
"...Lets get out of here.........do you want to go to my place."
..I looked into his eyes and smiled, I wanted to make love to him..."...I want you Jess..."
We stood up.....I was a little unsteady I must admit, and he took my arm and led me through the bar and upstairs to his apartment.
I was pleasantly surprised.......it was great place,very tidy and light and spacious.
We had hardly got in the door when I turned round and grabbed him.
"..I want to taste you Jess......feel you........"
.." oh baby......you are so beautiful........I want you too......"
We held each other and kissed.....letting our tongues explore...our bodies pressed close.....moving together.........rubbing together.......

This was the first time we had ever made love so i wanted it to be really special.
"..Jess baby........relax.....take it slowly. Why dont you sit down while I go freshen up.."
I left him to try and get myself together.....I could go in there and it would all be over very quickly.....that was something I didnt want.
I had been there with the passion and lust......I wanted this to mean something.
When I went back in Jess was sat in a chair holding a drink out to me, I smiled and knelt down in front of him taking the drink.
"..I care so much about you Jess........I want us to last a long time..."
"..Me too baby........I dont want to loose you to any one else........I want you here with me ....forever"..
I lifted myself up and kissed him, very softly....my lips just brushing against his. I put my drink on the table and started unfastening his shirt. He watched every move I made and reached out to do the same for me.
"..No........just stay there..........relax baby..."
I opened all the buttons and kissed his neck, he smelled great. I moved round to his ears and gently nibbled his lobes.
I could feel his hardness digging into my stomache and this made me moan.
I moved down and poured some of my drink onto his chest.....the taste mingling in with his......and licked it off, biting and sucking his nipples as I past them.
Jess had his hands firmly round my butt and was pulling me harder towards him. His hard cock was rubbing at my most sensative parts making me moan with pleasure.
I moved down and opened his trousers.....his hard member escaping the confines........"..Oh baby.......that feels so good........"
I wanted to give him as much of this as he could take without making him orgasm.......that part was for me.
I took him into my mouth and sucked gently...the salty wetness waking up my taste buds.......I could feel his movements as he pushed himself in and out of my mouth.
"...Let me Fuck you baby........im ready for you now......let me cum inside you........your driving me mad...."
I stood up and sat astride him......he tore the flimsy panties I was wearing and threw them on the floor......
"..Yes........oh yes........."..I said as I lowered myself onto him......he slipped into my wetness and my muscles held him there.
I moved my self backwards and forwards all the time looking into his eyes......he was so handsome, and strong and loving. Was I falling in love with him........was it just the passion......I didnt know .One thing I did know, I wanted him so badly ...now...harder.....I felt my clit rubbing on him and new it wouldnt be long before I exploded, so I slowed down moving myself over him in circles, making sure every inch of him was inside me.
"....Oh Jess Baby........you are so good for me........."
I leaned dond knd kissed him and he thrust his cock into me making me cry out with pleasure and an orgasm ripped through my body that I thought would never end.
"..Oh...Im cuming ....yes baby.....oh yes....oh........", He said, gripping me like a vice. His seed pumped into me with every spasm and I collapsed on top on him breathless...........
As our breathing slowed I sat up and looked him.....God he was handsome, I hadnt really looked at him in this way before and I was taken aback by his looks.
He sat smiling at me....."..You were great baby.......come here"
I leaned in closer to him and he kissed my lips, very gently, barely touching me..".Oh Jess........I care so very deeply for you...........I want us to work out......we ao goo good together"
"..We will work out ......just wait and see"
I smiled and slowly lifted myself off him....." Want to take a shower with me "..i said with a mischievious grin, and walked into the bedroom discarding clothes as I went.
I walked straight into the shower and turned on the warm water, all thoughts of Al had had gone from my mind, I decided that this was the man I wanted to be with and minutes later he had joined me. He stood with his back to me
letting the water cascade down washing away any signs of the sex that had just taken place.
I picked up the sponge and softly washed his back...the soap bubbles clinging to his muscled body.I put both arms round him soaping his chest and I thought how good the water felt running over my erect nipples.
Jess was groaning softly and I used the sponge to massage his once again erect cock.
He slipped his hands behind him and started squeezing my butt...pulling me closer to him. I laid my head on his back and closed my eyes.......I loved to feel his big hands on me ....all over me....I had goose bumps where ever he touched me.
His hands moved round to the front of me and caressed my stomache , making small circles with his fingers.
I didnt speak....neither did he.....I didnt want to spoil the moment, it was so sensuous.
His hands moved down to my small mound of hair and carefully parted my lips.....I heard myself gasp as he found my clit and began circular movements making my legs shake.
He lowered himself to allow his fingers to probe and push in to my already wet opening.
The movement on my clit was making my hips move in time to it......his fingers going in and out, my legs opening further to make it easier for him.
I felt the orgasm burst out from my very soul, and creid out with the sheer power of it.
Jess held on to me untill my legs had become stable ienough to stand on and then turned round,
"..Thats just for being you........to show you how much I care........how much more I can care"
He picked me up and plated a huge kiss on my lips and walked out of the shower, leaving me leaning against the wall...staring after him......

I was really looking forward to work.......this was my first day and I had to say I looked stunning.
As soon as I entered the office I was called in to see the boss...
"..Ive decided to send you out to meet all the people you will be looking after.They will all be practising at the Ice arena you went to "..
"..Oh..wouldnt you like to keep me in the office for a while....just untill I read up on them all, find out a little about them"
"..Sorry to throw you in at the deep end.....youre the only one I can spare at the moment...so get your coat and go and meet them all"...he said with a twinkle in his eye. He was a really nice guy....maybe in his fifties, his hair greying at the sides making him look very distinguished. He was probably quite a looker in his younger days and it still showed. I smiled nervously and left his office. This was going to be tougher than I thought and I could feel my stomache doing little sommersaults.
I drove over to the building letting my mind drift back to last night.....Jess could really get my juices flowing, he knew exactly what I wanted and how I wanted it. He had left this morning with a big sloppy kiss and a beaming smile........he looked like a child with a new toy........and before he closed the door behind him blew me a big kiss. I waskingking forward to seeing him this evening and cooking a nice meal for him.
I parked out side the arena and walked inside ......the sound of loud music greeted me, a soft melancholy tune that would tear your heart apart if you were in that frame of mind. On the ice were four or five skaters all waiting for the space to practice a big jump.
I could see Alexei stood by the barrier talking to Evgeny and another young guy equally as good looking as Alexei.
It was Evgeny who saw me first and poked Alexei in the ribs.
"..Hey Alexei........isnt that the girl you were having dinner with........shes stunning.."
Alexei looked over and raised his hand in a wave, as he skated over to me I marvelled at how fluid and gracefull he looked on the ice......and my mind briefly saw him in my shower.
I mentally shook myself to get rid of the thought aand smiled as he walked off the ice to greet me. I could see the way he greedyly took in how good I looked as his eyes travelled from my feet up.
I could feel a flush begin to warm my face and turned away from him to sit down.
"..You look stunning............but nervous.....please dont be......our little secret is safe..." he said with a wink.
Evgeny and the other young guy joined us and I found out his nwas was Alexander Abt.
I introduced myself to him and we sat and talked for about an hour. They told me all about their plans, hopes, dreams..and I was surprised to learn that Alexander was married. He had the looks of a young boy....I couldnt imagine him having a wife.
I got to know as much about them as was possible in an hour and they went back to practice.......I sat and watched as they gracefully glided round the rink and marvelled as they exploded off the ice in their jumps.
These men were going to take a lot of looking after.....and I was I was just the woman to do it..............


I returned to the office after spending a couple of hours watching and another hour talking to them all.
I had always looked on Figure Skating as a bit of a sissys sport.....attracting a lot of gay guys......but these three men were anything but gay.
I could visibly see their muscles rippling as they fought to keep upright after jumps.....they all looked so strong, although with one in particular I had felt his strength, and knew first hand he was totally straight.
I sat at my desk temporarilly lost in thought ...mainly about Jess. I felt really happy and comfortable with this guy.........he never failed to make me laugh and was the most tender and loving guy I had ever known.
"..Ahem!.......arent you supposed to be working..."
The sound made me jump, and I looked round to see my boss staring at me.
"...Oh..yes.....sorry.....I... er........"
"..Never mind..will you come into my office for a moment please"
I walked in behind him and sat down.
"...Ive arranged a meeting with Alexei Yagudin .........hes expecting you at his home tonight".
"..Tonight ?....but I already have plans......what about now...or tomorrow maybe.." I said ,visibly showing my dissapointment.
"..This is important.......some girl has been spreading rumours that she is carrying his child. We have to stop this before it gets out of hand. I dont want to see it in any of the papers."
Oh God.......Jess was going to flip.....I hated breaking my arrangements with him, he didnt hit the roof or anything but I could tell he was upset by it.
"...Ok... what time do I have to be there...", I said , hopeing he would say early...at least then I would be able to meet Jess later.
"..Be there for 8.30"
I stood up and left the office.....8.30!!.....that meant I wouldnrt be able to see Jess later after all......damn!!.
I was dreading calling him.....so left it a while untill I had taken a shower and was completely relaxed.
"..Hey baby......."..His voice always sounded so pleased to hear from me and he said..." Hi honey.....hope youre day at work wasnt too hard......come over and ill help yelaxelax with a nice bottle of wine and some loving.."
I couldnt help but smile.......I could see him now, stood at his bar, chatting and laughing with all the customers...every one loved the guy.
" Oh Jess........im really sorry but I have to go see Alexei Yagudin at his home........I tried to get out of it but my boss was adamant that I go tonight. Im sorry baby."
I could hear the dissapointment in his voice and he started with a big sigh..."..Oh well........maybe if you get out in time you can come over ...ok.......if not see you tomorrow honey ? "
"..You will baby.......I promise....."
I put the phone down and thought about Mr Yagudin.......yes I could believe he had made some young girl pregnant.......it didnt take him long to pounce on me...although I did want him to. They swarm all over him....he could just take his pick and have a different one each night.
I didnt like the way my train of thought was going here.......was that a little bit of jealousy I could feel....ohhh!!......I shook myself and started to dress for my evening with the guy. I made a point of dressing very casual I didnt intend to dress up to the eye balls just to chat with him.....so it was jeans and a t shirt and trainers. Although after a quick appraisal of myself in the mirror before leaving I still looked stunning.
With a big sigh I picked up my keys and left for his home .......

I was about to walk round to where my car was parked whe Jess pulled up in his. I couldnt help but smile...he waved me over and asked me to get in.
"..What are you doing here .....this is a nice surprise.."
"..I didnt want to spend a night without you...so I thought I would drop you off and pick you up when you've finished sorting him out.."
"..Thats a great idea Jess......hopefully we will still have time to go for a meal or something.....as long as its somewhere casual.."
I leaned over and kissed him, gently nibbling his lip as we parted.
As we drove over to his home I sat thinking that this was the best idea.....I hadnt forgotten the effect Alexei had had on me when we first met......and it wasnt that I didnt trust myself...I just didnt want a repeat of our little encounter. I wanted to make things work with Jess.....I needed a stable relationship in my life, not occasionall nights of lust .
Jess dropped me off and I told him I would phone him when I was done here.
"..Ok honey.........ill be wating.." and with a wink he wane. ne. He made me feel really good about myself and I wanted to get this over with as soon as possible.
As I walked up to the door Alexei came out to greet me,
"..Hello again.....im so glad you came..its all been a big misunderstanding with the girl...we will talk in side yes.."
I took the hand he held out to me and a thrill of excitement ran through my body.......those hands....the places they had touched.....the pleasure they had given me...I felt a flush begin to rise and saw Alexei smile as he noticed it too.
He led me inside and asked me to sit offering me a drink.
"..Alexei would you like to tell me what is going on with the girl.." I said, keeping things on a work level. I didnt want to get too comfortable with this man....he had a hypnotic effect on me.
"..She is just a silly young girl...I never touched her...really. I took her for coffee and she wanted to see where I lived ...so I brought her here."
"Oh Alexei........why did you bring her here? Didnt you realize she could say anything about you? Did you make love to her...?" I realised I had made that sound like a jealous remark and stood up pretending to be annoyed...I didnt want him to see how flushed my face had become.
This was stupid....I wasnt jealous....we had only had one night together......I forced my self to get a grip and walked over to the window.
I never heard him move..but I felt him. I knew he was stood behind me.....not touching.....with just a faint whisp of breath on my neck.
I could hear his soft breathing and my body had goose bumps.
I closed my eyes and waited........I couldnt break free from the hold he had on me, and waited with baited breath......I didnt want this to happen...but I couldnt stop it happening.......I felt like a mouse with a snake hovering over it.....completely mesmerised.........

As I felt his hand slip round my waist my breath caught in my throat.
"..Come here........let me feel you close......" he whispered .
I had to break out of this spell I was under but was finding it impossible to move. I could feel his warm chest against my back, the cheeks of my bottom resting against his groin and I felt helpless.
Memories of the last time we spent to gether came flooding back and I felt my body give in to him as I leaned back and let him take my weight.
He pulled me in close with both arms wrapped round me .....all the time whispering soft Russian woin tin to my ear.
"..Alexei......I........." was all that came from mouth as his head dropped down to kiss my neck.
His full warm lips gently sucking my hot skin....his teeth taking tiny bites as his mouth travelled over the goose bumps on my flesh.
What was this man doing to me.........I was completely under his spell.....and I had to break free from it.
I pulled myself out of his grasp and he turned me to face him.
"..You......have to..... stop...." I said ,struggling wealky in his arms.
"..Give in to me......thats is what you want........I can feel your pon..on....your lust......your body cries out for me....just do what your body wants......dont fight it ..."
I looked up into his face and knew.....if I didnt get out of here I would be lost.
His face hovered above mine...those eyes hypnotising....draining all my will power with every look. As his face leaned into mine I thought about my life with Jess........I had fallen in love with him...but this man was wiping every thought of him out of my mind.
His lips touched mine and once again that pulse of electricity surged through my body.........I clung on to him fiercly..my grip tightening with ever touch of his sensuous mouth. He could drive me insane...I was like a woman possessed when I was in his arms..I wanted him to ravish me...to tear my clothes off and eat every inch of my body.......this was a passion so intense it was capable of destroying a person.
His kiss deepened and his tongue snaked into my mouth.......licking round my lips.....I felt him take hold of mine and bite into it making me moan with anticipation of what was to come.
I was completely lost in his embrace...held by his powerfull hands and arms as they pinned me to his hard body.
"...What is that....." he said breaking away.
I was so engrossed in what we were doing I hadnt heard...untill now. It was my cell phone.
Oh God......Jess!.....
"...Oh ..no.....no....please let me go....." I said stumbling away from him.
I stood trying to get myself in order and my breath back before answering it.
"..Hi honey............are you going to be much longer....Im starving"
His voice sounded so good......and the guilt washed over me in waves.
Alexei stood watching me ...smiling...very self assured.....smug even....completely convinced I would be back in his arms and his bed in no time.
"...Hi baby.." I said trying to sound as natural as possible. while watching Alexeis face.." ..Yes....you can come collect me....Im done here...see you in five minutes ok...."
"..Ok honey..be right there.." I heard as he blew me a big kiss and hung up ........

.....Alexei just stood watching.......the smile never leaving his face. I knew Jess would be here in about ten minutes so I once again sat down.....and tried to make things easier between us,
"..This is quite a place you have here Alexei........Im sure every one you bring here is highly impressed.."
"..Yes....the girls usually are ...", he said, with a smirk I could cheerfully have wiped of his face with my hand.
"I will go to see the young girl you brought here.......but first I need to know........did you have sex with her ? I want the truth Alexei........otherwise I cant help you..."
"..Are you jealous.?..do you want me to give you details.....tell you how much she enjoyed it ....."
The tone in his voice was beggining to really annoy me......he acted as though he had every right to take as many young girls as he could ........that it was their fault for throwing themselves at him....so they got whatever they deserved.
"..Why dont you just make this easy for me ...did you have sex with her ??"
.."YES.........she was begging for it.......so she could go away and brag to her friends that she had *made love with Alexei Yagudin*......they make me sick these girls......is that all I am to them......sex ?. Dont they realise just how hard I work...all the effort it takes.....is getting into my trousers the only thing they want from me..."
At least the smugness had dissapeared...only toi be replaced by anger...I didnt know which was the worst. This was a side of Alexei I hadnt seen and i was completely taken aback by it.
I stood up and walked over to him, he looked just like a child, waiting for his punishment, and I softened a little towards him.
"..Alexei....please understand....most of your fans are very young impressionable girls.....of course they want to be close to you......and yes, they do want to brag about being with you......but you should stop any notions they have about sex ! As for your skating....its just breathtaking as you well know........so I dont think its just *getting into your trousers* that interest them."
"...What about you......what restrest you about me.......is it simply my skating ..", he said moving closer to me.
I stood still looking up at his face....did I know myself what it was that attracted me to him.........no........I knew I had to remind myself to breath when I watched him skate.....but that wasnt it...something drew me to him, that same something that drew me to my last guy...and I hadnt forgotten how that had ended.
We both stood in silence...waiting ...the atmosphere thick with unsaid words.
The silence was broken by the honk of a horn out side and I stepped away from him.
"..Thats Jess.........I have to go Alexei......Ill sort out this little mess for you......but please in future ..dont do it ..have a little self control.."
I walked to the door with him behind me and went out side,
"..Dont worry.....Im sure things will be ok...and if you need me again, please call at my office......"
I offered my hand and he shook it...holding on a little longer than nessesary, he looked into me eyes and said
"..You will be back here........" and kissed my hand............