Not So Broken Dreams

~1 year later~

POV-Kelly

"I hate him, I hate him, I hate him!" I screamed that everyday after I left Billie. He crushed me. He bragged about being different yet he flipped out at me because he didn't get what he wanted, just like John just in a not as bad way. I acted angry but I wasn't. I used anger to cover up the pain. I was hurt, lost, confused. I dropped out of school and slipped back into some old habits quite comfortably. I thought I never wanted to cut myself or be suicidal ever again but it actually helped a lot and was therapeutic for me. I never left my room. I didn't need anyone else...just Billie but I couldn't have Billie so I just cried and remembered all the mistakes I made in my sweet, short life. I smashed walls, broke mirrors, lost my faith, lost my will.


POV-Ann(Kelly's Mom)

I hated seeing Kelly like that. As a mom I wanted my daughter to be happy. I didn't know what happened because she never told me and I didn't dare to ask. I figured it had to do with the proposal but I wasn't sure. I had to help Kelly before I lost her completely. I grabbed the phone and dialed a number I never thought I would ever again.


POV-Billie Joe

My phone began to vibrate in the middle of a recording session I picked it up and read the screen. "Holy shit." I mumbled as I saw the word "Kelly" on my cell phone. "Why would she call...she'll never want you" I thought. I answered it and tried to contain my excitement.

"Hello?"
"Hey, it's Ann."
"Oh, hey!" I tried to hide my disappointment.
"Yeah, I don't know what happened between you and Kelly but she's not the same."
"What do you mean?" I loved even just hearing her name maybe that's why I said it so much in my mind....
"She's dropped out of school last year, spends all her time in her room, and I think she's hurting herself."
"Shit....."
"I was wondering if you as soon as you can, come here and talk to her, calm her down."
"I'll be there as soon as possible."

When I got off the phone with Ann I called up the airport and got tickets to go to Kel's hometown. I was going to save my baby.

I remembered exactly where her house was from the last time I was there. It was like a year and a half ago but I refused to let go of that memory. I knocked on the door and became beyond nervous. Ann answered.
"Hey Billie!"
"Hi."
"Her room is down the hall..its right at the end."
"K, thanks." I ran down the hall and to Kel's room. I swung the door opened and smiled when I saw that gorgeous face look at me. "What the fuck do you want?" she screamed. "You." I quietly answered. The anger on her face quickly turned to pain and confusion. I ran over to the bed she was laying on. I slowly sat down next to her small mutilated body. I laid down next to her. Her wrists were covered in fresh cuts. I took her into my arms. At first she was stiff and then she started crying. It was like she melted in my arms.


POV-Kelly

I needed him so badly. He didn't look it but he was strong. His arms were comforting, I was OK then. "I'm sorry." I mumbled. "It wasn't your fault." he said.
"Yes it was I freaked out..I shouldn't of."
"Shh...no. I should of just convinced you that I wasn't gonna hurt you." I knew I couldn't let him leave without taking me back. If he left without being mine I just wouldn't, couldn't trust myself. Then I knew he felt the same way when he kissed me, hard, like he had wanted this for months.
"I missed you Kel Kel."
"I missed you too." He ripped his shirt off and straddled me.
"Take me back Kelly, please." He looked at me dead in the eye when he said that.
"Of course I will. I already have." I was out of breath. I wanted him so badly. He ripped off the rest of his clothes and mine as well.


POV-Billie Joe

She looked so beautiful laying under me. So mature...a lot changes in a year I guess. I put my dick inside of her. She moaned and I got that damn smirk on my face just like the old times. I made my way farther into her and pulled back out slowly. I wanted it last as long as possible. I was rougher with her this time. She dug her nails into my back as she bit her lip to keep quiet. Her legs wrapped around me and I slipped my hand under her and grabbed her ass with one hand and the other hand was on her headboard so I could keep my balance as I tore through her pussy. We were sweating and then there was a knock on the door. I rolled so far off of her that I fell onto the floor. She jumped up and put her clothes on. She came over to me and helped me put my clothes on. "Coming." she screamed as she opened the door. It was Ann. Kelly just smiled and said "We're kind of discussing..us." Kel's mom just smiled and walked off. Kelly closed the door. "Dear Jesus that was close."

POV-Kelly

"Marry me." Billie said quickly right after I shut the door. " What?" I asked
"Marry me." Billie got down on his knees and pulled out a luscious pink and black diamond ring.
"I've had it for awhile." he laughed.
"Are you serious? I mean we only just got back together."
"I've never been more sure about it." I smiled quaintly and shook my head yes. He jumped up and grabbed me. He kissed me and I giggled. I was marrying Billie Joe. "The days leading up to the wedding are gonna be hell."
"Watcha mean?"
"I've been through it before...it's hell. Please tell me you want a planner."
"No, I want to do it myself."
"Oh, fuck me."
"Maybe later."