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love calling

By: heavenleigh
folder Singers/Bands/Musicians › HIM
Rating: Adult ++
Chapters: 11
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Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
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chapter 9


Ooh, chapter 9!!! i think this is my longest story so far, so thank you for continuing to read!

The next morning found Bam watching Ape do the laundry, a worried expression on his face. She gave him a while to say what was on his mind but when nothing was forthcoming she decided to force it out of him. "Bam honey, for goodness sake, you've been watching me for half an hour and trust me, laundry really isn't that interesting so either help me with it or tell me what the problem is."

"Ok but you can't tell anyone, not even Phil and you can't laugh at me ok?"

"I promise. Now what's the matter?"

"I'm meeting Ville's friends today and I had this dream last night that I met them and they hated me for hurting him. They really hated me and Ville left me to so he wouldn't lose his friends and the band. It was so intense I thought it was real."

"You're scared to meet them."

"I'm not scared." snapped Bam. Ape just raised her eyebrow and waited silently. "Ok so maybe I am, can you blame me? If he'd have hurt me the way i hurt him, the guys would have beaten him up the minute he walked through the door. I'm not scared of them hurting me, I deserve it, I'm scared they're gonna make him choose between me and them and that I won't be the one he picks."

"Bam, you haven't even met them yet and you're already imagining the worst. Just go and be yourself and they might not love you at first but they'll see how great you are eventually, I promise."

"Yeah, you're right, thanks Ape, see you later!" He kissed her on the cheek and ran out, whistling merrily leaving Ape laughing to herself at how quickly his mood could change.

Bam got to the hotel a little early so he sat in one of the large chairs in the reception area and looked around. The hotel was a lot more expensive and upperclass than the last time Ville had come to Westchester and Bam felt proud of what his boyfriend had achieved. He was startled out of his musings by a heavy Finnish accent calling his name.

"Huh? Sorry I think I spaced out there for a bit." Bam apologized, looking up at an older man with a stern yet fatherly face.

"Are you Bam?"

"Yeah that's me."

"Good, I'm Seppo, HIM's manager. The boys will be meeting us at a diner down the road to discuss the last little details before we start filming."

"Sure, ok." Bam choked out.

"You're nervous about meeting them aren't you?" Seppo said unexpectedly as they walked down the street. "Ville said you would be after the fight you two had. We don't blame you, you know. He should have told you he'd only be staying for a short while. It must have been a shock when you found out."

"Yeah but I shouldn't have said the things that I did to him."

"We all say things we don't mean in an argument so don't worry. Ville's been talking about you constantly, the rest of the band can't wait to meet you."

They entered the diner and were imediately taken to a private dining area. "I know the manager." Seppo explained at Bam's confused look. They ordered coffees and sat down to wait, making general chatter.

Bam could see that Seppo thought of the band, and especially Ville as his sons and he was pleased that Ville had a father figure on the road with him. It was equally as obvious to Seppo that Bam adored his surrogate son and that he would never have hurt him intentionally.

Bam's head snapped up as he heard Ville's deep voice and he scanned the area eagerly, looking for him causing Seppo to laugh.

"What's so funny?"

"Nothing for you to worry about Ville"

Ville's eyes finally landed on Bam and his eyes lit up. Bam loved the way Ville smiled at him, it was the sort of smile that made him feel like he was the most important person in the world and that's exactly what he felt right at that moment.

"Hi Bammie." Ville greeted, sliding onto the bench next to him and kissing him gently on the lips.

"Hey." Bam replied softly, cupping Ville's beautiful face in his hand. "Did you get back alright last night? I was kinda worried."

Ville slid Bam's hand round and kissed his palm. "I was fine apart from missing you my darling." They were about to lean in for another kiss when they were rudely interupted.

"Could you at least introduce us first before we all overdose on the sweetness?!" Grinned a slightly chubby guy with lots of facial hair and ragged looking clothing.

Ville stuck his tongue out childishly before replying. "This is Mige." The guy sitting next to him with long blonde dreadlocks was introduced as Linde, next to him was a chubby bald guy called Gas who smiled at hima nd shook his hand and a man with long brown hair wearing a cowboy hat called Burton.

"So. you're Bam?"

"Uh yeah. Sometimes I wish I wasn't but yeah, that's me." Joked Bam nervously.

"Don't worry, we don't bite!" smiled Linde

"We've been looking forward to meeting you. Ville kept going on about the 'gorgeous skater that saved him!' " teased Gas

"Gorgeous skater huh?!" Bam turned to a blushing Ville who was sending death glares to Gas across the table.

"Well...I...uh..Oh shut up." Ville stuttered as everyone laughed.

"Don't worry, I think you're gorgeous too baby."

Ville smiled bashfuly at being called baby. "I hope you don't mind me getting Bam to do the documentary. He was the most proffesional person we'd seen, he had his own studio and ..."

"He was the only camera man that would make out with you between takes!" Mige finished cheekily.

"That's why I took the job!" Bam quipped, relieved when the rest of the table started laughing.

The meeting was a blur and if he'd been quizzed on it he would have failed as he couldn't remember anything. This of course, could be attributed to the fact that Ville had subtley managed to slide his hand into Bam's boxer shorts and was stroking him furiously, determined to make him cum before they had to leave. Bam wanted to cry out as the wonderful feeling of Ville's hand wrapped around him became almost too intense for him.

The world around him faded away, he couldn't see, couldn't hear, all that was left was Ville. He bit down on his hand as he came praying that no one would notice his odd behaviour. Thankfully everyone else was busy arguing about who's turn it was to pay for breakfast. Ville's hand disappeared but returned a few seconds later with a napkin, cleaning up Bam just in time as everybody stood up to leave. Bam quickly did up his pants and stood on shaky legs, leaning on Ville as they walked out the door.

"I don't believe you just did that to me" Bam hissed playfully in his lovers ear. "I'm gonna get you bak when you're not expecting it."

Ville shivered in delight. Bam had made it sound like a threat but he hoped Bam would actually do it. "Promise?!" He whispered back.

Bam looked at him amused and suprised. "Kinky little thing aren't you?!"

"You have no idea!" Ville gave hima feral grin and Bam was glad they were walking a little wway behind the rest of the group as his baggy jeans suddenly became a lot tighter. "You wanna know a secret?"

Bam nodded mutely

"I came the same time you did."

Bam's eyes widened. "You were getting yourself off at the same time?" The thought of Ville stroking them both to completion under the table was too much for his self control and he grabbed Ville's arm, dragging him into the alley they were passing and pushing him against the wall.

He didn't allow for talking as his lips imediately pressed against Ville's and his tongue demanded entrance into the Finn's beautiful mouth. Their tongues battled for dominance, Bam winning as Ville let himself enjoy the side of Bam that was rarely shown to him.

Bam bucked his hips sharply into Ville's, causing delicious sparks to shoot through his body. He quickly developed a pattern, every time he ground against Ville, he bit his neck knowing how much it turned him on. The combination of the two was driving Ville out of his mind with pleasue and all he was capable of was arching his back into the thrusts and gasping Bam's name.

He felt hands undoing his pants and he moved to do the same to Bam. Ville had never hated underwear so much as he gave in and just ripped Bam's off, stuffing them into his back pocket. He was thankful that he rarelt wore any because as soon as their errections were freed, Bam was pressing against him again, rubbing and grinding their lower bodies together.

Bam moaned as a cool hand cupped his ass, pulling him even closer to the writhing body of his lover. He felt the familliar tension building and he glanced at Ville's face which was contorted in pleasure. Bam often thought that he could probably cum just by watching Ville, the sounds and expressions on his face being the most erotic things in the world to him. Today though, wasn't going to be that time.

He bit back a scream as, without any warning, Ville slipped a finger into his ass and directly hit his prostate causing him to cum, Ville's name on his lips. It only took a few seconds for Ville to follow him over the edge, his knees buckling under him. Bam caught him before he hit the ground, holding him up against the wall and kissing him briefly before pulling back with a mildly disgusted look on his face.

"We really need to get cleaned up." He grinned. Ville looked down at themselves, agreeing. He pulled Bam's boxers out and wiped them both down before putting them back and doing his pants up. He looked up to see Bam looking at him oddly.

"What?" he asked self conciously.

"Did you just put them back in your pocket?!"

"Well yeah, we can't just leave a pair of cum stained boxers here, it's kinda gross." With that decision made, they made their way out of the alley but as they reached the entrance, Ville stopped and started laughing.

"What are you laughing at baby?" Bam asked, amused by Ville's cute giggling. He pointed to the wall and Bam's eyes followed, widening almost comically as he saw what was there. A note had been left by the band. It read:

"When you've both finished shagging in the alley, we'll meet you at the concert hall for practise. Oh, and Bam? Don't wear him out too much before tonights gig!"

"Oh my god, they saw us? That's so embarrassing."

"Why? You're not ashamed are you?" Ville asked slightly hurt

"No. I could NEVER be ashamed of us, I just feel weird that your friends caught us."

"It'll be ok, don't worry about it. They always walked in on me and my ex, it doesn't bother them any more."

"Your ex? You've never mentioned an ex before. Who was he?"

"His name is Jussi-Mikko Salminen but most people call him Zoltan or Juska, he used to play keyboards for the band before Burton." Ville replied, taking the note off the wall.

"Why did you break up?" They had started walking but Bam's nagging curiosity and slight jealousy made him ask even though it was obvious that Ville didn't want to talk about it.

"He cheated on me with some woman he met and got her pregnant. That's why he left the band- to be with her and the baby."

"I'm sorry babe, I shouldn't have asked."

"It's ok, I don't mind you knowing, it's just a little hard to talk about."

"Yeah i know. My ex girlfriend left me because I told her I was bi. That's why I freaked out and ran away when you first flirted with me, I kinda thought it must be wrong if she left me because of it."

He'd been so lost in the memory that he hadn't noticed Ville move until he felt strong arms wrap around him and he looked up into the compassionate face of his boyfriend.

"You can't help who you're attracted to. Does this feel wrong?"

Bam shook his head immediately. "It feels perfect."

Ville smiled gently at his words. "Then don't let anyone convince you of anything different. You'll always find some narrow minded asshole that thinks this is wrong but they don't understand how wonderful it is. Pity them for not being secure enough in their own sexuality to let others be ok with theirs, be strong enough to not let them drag you down."

Bam grinned. "Have you ever thought of being a politician, you're good at speeches!"

Ville thought about it as they stood there wrapped in each others embrace. "Nah, I couldn't. I'm too honest!"

All of a sudden they realized where they were supposed to be. "SHIT!! We're so late, Seppo's gonna kill us!"

They broke into a run, glad that they were pretty close to the venue. Bam grabbed Ville's hand as they ran and, being a lot faster, pretty much dragged him down the road. They sprinted through the door slamming it against the wall and collapsed into a panting, giggling mess of limbs, right in front of a highly amused band and a not so amused manager.

Ville looked up from under Bam's leg (exactly how his head had managed to end up under Bam's leg was a mystery) and gave his best angelic smile. "Sorry we're late, we were a little tied up."

"What, you added bondage to shagging in the alley?!" Gas quipped and was immediately flipped off by a laughing Ville.

"Thanks for the note by the way!" They managed to untangle themselves and Bam helped Ville to his feet.

"Now you're ready, may we please start?" Seppo asked sarcastically, the slight glint of laughter, the only thing giving away the fact that he wasn't truly angry.

Bam set up his camera and started to film the band practising. He found himself drifting off while watching Ville several times but he always snapped back and made sure he got footage of the other members of the band, reminding himself that he had a job to do and he wasn't just there to watch his boyfriend.

They practised for a few hours before stopping for a break. Bam managed to catch some footage of the banter between the band members, thinking it would be a good idea to show some of their off stage chemistry in the documentary. A good few hours (and beers) later, Bam decided he should go home before he got too wasted so he could check what he'd recorded. The band promised they'd come to his house the next day to watch it and see what they thought of his work.

He said goodbye to them all and left, all the while thinking that he'd forgotten something. But it wasn't until he got undressed for bed that night that he realized- Ville still had his boxer shorts in his pocket. He grinned to himself, imagining Ville's face when he found them and he drifted off to sleep a lot happier than he'd been in a long while.


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