What You Do to Me

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Okay so this is a Glay Story I wrote….oh…last year…I didn’t finish it and then the screen on my laptop died, and then forgot about it. I just got my new one and found it again and felt inspired to write it again. So this is a sappy/agnsty/fluffy lil shonen-ai (but who knows, it MAY progress to yaoi in later sections) about Jiro and Hisashi. My two favorite members of Glay. This is kinda a AU fic, They are still Glay and still famous but none of them are married. Just wanted to say that. The first Chaps are mostly going to be from Hisashi’s POV but later I might do the others. Sorry but the 1st chapter is short! Hoo, well not that that’s all out of the way. Happy reading!! Please review!!!

Summary: Hisashi has known that he’s had feeling for Jiro for a long time, but pushed him away before anything could happen. What will it take for Hisashi to admit his feelings to Jiro?

Chapter One-The Real Reason


I remember in the beginning I liked you, when we first met, we were friends. I had been attracted to you from the start and truthfully, I thought it would go away, that we would be come friends and that's all we would ever be, heh. I got to know you as the band became more and more successful, I liked you more and more, till you were the one thing that occupied my mind and the closer we became the more I liked you. Hell, for a while I actually thought I LOVED you, and that's when I started to push you away, I wouldn't allow myself to love someone who couldn't possibly love me in return. You were straight, I thought I was. You had girlfriend after girlfriend, and with each one I became more and more jealous of them, and that's when I started to hate you. But there were those times when I realized I didn't hate you it was a damn mask, and that every time you smiled at someone else, joked with someone, it hurt. It hurt so much that sometimes I couldn't stand it, I would say and smart-ass comment to you, insult you, because I was so angry, but not at you, at myself.

But those times you would smile at me, or joke with me, they were the happiest times in my life, even if I did act like you annoyed the hell out of me, but there were the times I would forget I was supposed to hate you and I would smile back, or laugh. But you don't joke with me anymore, or smile at me, you gave up on me. My plan to get you to hate me worked, you stopped trying to befriend me, and I hate myself for it. Because the truth behind it is that you really hate me, when you kept trying to form some sort of relationship with me I could disillusion myself that maybe there was a chance you liked me, that you were trying because you cared, and when you stopped, the illusion shattered, along with my heart. And that's the real reason the rivalry started between us, not because I was intimidated by your skill, your wit, your looks. No, it was because I couldn't stand it that you weren’t mine.

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So? What did you think? Like I said I’m so sorry it’s short, the next chapter is longer. I would like a beta reader if anyone is up for the job. Please review! Even if it’s ‘Well you aren’t that good at writing and you should probably stop before you make it worse.’ But even if you are critical Please be a little nice? Thank you for listening to the babble!

Those interested in Beta Job: I also plan on writing a Dir en Grey Fanfic, and my possibly some Naruto fan fiction as well. If you only would like to read for this fic that’s fine, but I would really love someone to read for all of them! Thank you!