WHY?!?!

Desclaimer: I do not own Bam Margera or Ville Valo or Jussi 69, or any other people in this story. They own thermselves.

Bam's POV

What and I going to do. What can I do to make it any more clearer to him? I’m in love with him and he can’t even tell. I just can’t stand it; I need him in my life. I need him with me. God I’m hopeless, I sound like a 15 year old girl with a stupid crush. What the hell is wrong with me? What to do… I could tell him, but what if he doesn’t feel the same, and then I would lose my best friend. Fuck this... I’m getting drunk.

"Bammi? Bammi, are you alright?" said the voice I had fallen in love with. Rain Check on the getting drunk I looked up for a moment not saying anything. I was trapped by the intense green eyes of the Finnish god in front of me. "Bammi?" he said again.

"What? Oh, sorry. I'm fine; I was just lost in though for a minute. Did you want something, Ville?" I said trying hard not to get lost in the emerald green eyes that take me away and never let go.

"I was wondering if you were okay. You've been to quiet all day, love. It's just not normal for you, especially when it's so close to your birthday. So what's wrong?" Ville asked sitting next to me with concern written all over his lovely face.

What's wrong?!?! I'm in love with you and you'll never know because I don't want to ruin our friendship if I tell you. I don't want to destroy the happiness you have. I don't want to make you have to choose me or her. I don't want to hurt either of us. But I don't know if I can stand this. Stand to be near you when I can't have you. If you would only give me a sign they you may feel the same way. PLEASE!

"Nothings' wrong, man. Just thinking of things to do for the next season. Hey, maybe HIM would like to appear some more? What do you say? We could even through a little bit of the 69 Eyes in there?" (Author Note: For those of you who don't know... The 69 eyes are a Finnish band; they just released their album in the USA. If you like HIM then you will most likely like them.)

"I'll think about it. But I'm sure everyone will agree. No body can refuse you, Bammi," Ville said, while thinking of several different ways to get Bam into his bed. But these thoughts were unknown to Bam or would have jumped Ville with out hesitation.

Bam couldn't help but think I wish that was true Ville I really wish that was true

But since both men refuse to let on how they felt about each other, They both sat there thinking, ‘why can he tell?’

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I know it's short but, Tell me what you think!