Cut off all ties and the pain won't go away....One
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Singers/Bands/Musicians › HIM
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
1,283
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Cut off all ties and the pain won't go away....One
Ville sat on a stool, in the middle of the stage. The band played around him as he sung 'Killing Lonliness' while rubbing his four month grown bump. Seppo had wanted him to stop touring the minute he had found out about Ville's pregnancy, but Ville refused. Finally, they came to a compromise. If Ville stopped smoking, and sat down during gig's, he could still perform. It kept Ville happy, not much else did these day's. The father of his baby - Bam - was yet to know of his impending fatherhood. Ville's choice of course. Their last meeting - the day Ville became pregnant - hadn't ended on the best of terms. Ville had told Bam that he loved him, but Bam said nothing of the sort.
"What the fuck Ville. Love? Come on, you know that this is just fucking!"
"But Bam..."
"NO, im marring Missi. There is nothing between us. We're friends. Buddy's you know - friends that fuck. Nothing more."
He stormed out then, and hadn't talked to him since. Ville had been crushed, but, the second he discovered he was pregnant, had decided to put it all behind him in favour of his baby. A girl. Bam on the other hand. After his outburst at Ville, he had burst into tears, and punched a mirror. Injuring his hands so much, they needed stitchs. He broke of all tie's with Ville, and his engagement to Missi, but he couldn't keep away. He was there, at every show, and he was at this show. It was during this show, that he relised. Ville was pregnant. Could the baby be his? He didn't know. He pushed himself through the crowd before the show was half way over. and brought himself a back stage pass. He was waiting for Ville in his dressing room once the show ended.
"It's mine, isn't it?" he questioned as Ville came in the door. Luckily, he was alone. Bam didn't want to face a beating from the rest of the band. Ville looked at Bam, tear's in his eye's, hand's on his stomach. He nodded.
"Oh god...what have i done?" Bam said, his head in his hands.
"Im glad that im pregnant, if that's what you mean," said Ville fiercly. Bam shook his head.
"I left you alone for so long. I never told you how i really felt, ive ruined everything..."
"Come off it Bam, you don't mean a word..."
"WHY DO YOU THINK I BROKE ALL CONTACT WITH YOU? WHY DO YOU THINK THAT I ENDED MY ENGAGMENT? WHY DO YOU THINK...WHY...." but Bam couln't contiue. All he could do, was take off his sweat band's. Both wrists showed an obvious sign of a recent suicide attempt.
"Oh Bam...your an idiot..." Ville said as he cradled Bam in his arm's.
"I love you Ville, i'm so sorry for everything..."
"I know Kulta, i know....I love you too."
Five months later, Ville went into labour with Bam at his side. After a few hours of labour, Ville and Bam heard thier daughter's first cry. Suddenly, Ville gripped Bam's hand, and muttered
"I love you Bammie," Before he closed his eyes. Suddenly, doctors were everywhere, pumping at his chest, running round francitcally. But it was too late, Ville was gone. As tear's pured down his face, Bam was passed a baby. His Baby. The doctors had got it wrong, it wasn't a girl. It was a boy. He named him Ville.
"What the fuck Ville. Love? Come on, you know that this is just fucking!"
"But Bam..."
"NO, im marring Missi. There is nothing between us. We're friends. Buddy's you know - friends that fuck. Nothing more."
He stormed out then, and hadn't talked to him since. Ville had been crushed, but, the second he discovered he was pregnant, had decided to put it all behind him in favour of his baby. A girl. Bam on the other hand. After his outburst at Ville, he had burst into tears, and punched a mirror. Injuring his hands so much, they needed stitchs. He broke of all tie's with Ville, and his engagement to Missi, but he couldn't keep away. He was there, at every show, and he was at this show. It was during this show, that he relised. Ville was pregnant. Could the baby be his? He didn't know. He pushed himself through the crowd before the show was half way over. and brought himself a back stage pass. He was waiting for Ville in his dressing room once the show ended.
"It's mine, isn't it?" he questioned as Ville came in the door. Luckily, he was alone. Bam didn't want to face a beating from the rest of the band. Ville looked at Bam, tear's in his eye's, hand's on his stomach. He nodded.
"Oh god...what have i done?" Bam said, his head in his hands.
"Im glad that im pregnant, if that's what you mean," said Ville fiercly. Bam shook his head.
"I left you alone for so long. I never told you how i really felt, ive ruined everything..."
"Come off it Bam, you don't mean a word..."
"WHY DO YOU THINK I BROKE ALL CONTACT WITH YOU? WHY DO YOU THINK THAT I ENDED MY ENGAGMENT? WHY DO YOU THINK...WHY...." but Bam couln't contiue. All he could do, was take off his sweat band's. Both wrists showed an obvious sign of a recent suicide attempt.
"Oh Bam...your an idiot..." Ville said as he cradled Bam in his arm's.
"I love you Ville, i'm so sorry for everything..."
"I know Kulta, i know....I love you too."
Five months later, Ville went into labour with Bam at his side. After a few hours of labour, Ville and Bam heard thier daughter's first cry. Suddenly, Ville gripped Bam's hand, and muttered
"I love you Bammie," Before he closed his eyes. Suddenly, doctors were everywhere, pumping at his chest, running round francitcally. But it was too late, Ville was gone. As tear's pured down his face, Bam was passed a baby. His Baby. The doctors had got it wrong, it wasn't a girl. It was a boy. He named him Ville.