Feelings Inside

I DONT OWN ANYTHING!!!

Feelings inside

”Mike..” you moan as you’re slammed against the cold wall.
Eyeliner smudged under your eyes and hair is slightly damp from sweat, we just finished a show and while Tre is off somewhere getting drunk with Jason, I’m here with you, rocking our erections against each other and kissing you desperately.
It’s always like this. Stolen moments, small kisses when no one is watching, a touch and a whisper of love.
It’s our secret, your affair. I don’t mind that it’s our secret.
As kids we shared many secrets and I always liked that, knowing you and me shared something special together..something no one else knew about.
But I know its tearing you apart because you love me, but you also love her.
Adie. Your wife. The only woman you could every love. I hate her as much as I love her.
I hate her because you love her, she’s the one you go home to, the one you kiss before going to bed, the one who gave you your beloved sons.
I love her because she’s a good friend, she’s a wonderful person, she’s understanding and everything you deserve…and tonight you will be going home to her, kiss her, laugh with her and go to bed with her…
But right now, just for a while, you’re mine. You’re moaning my name, kissing me with your soft lips and clinging to me as I thrust inside you, so thigh and hot.
You beg for more, you beg for me to go faster, harder, deeper.
You whimper and moan, pant and grunt. You dig your nails into my skin drag them slowly over my skin, making me bleed slightly but I don’t care, I love it when you leave marks on me.
You look so beautiful, lips bruised from kisses parted as you moan. Green eyes filled with lust and love as you look deep into my own blue ones.
The sounds you make as you get closer and closer to climax are the most erotic sounds I’ve ever heard. The way my name sounds when it comes from your lips, it turns me on so much I could get hard just from hearing it, which I actually did once while talking to you on the phone.
God, you’re the most beautiful creature to ever have walked the earth, the hottest guy ever and the only man I would ever fuck…well Tre too maybe after some beers and tequilas and some other drinks…so yeah you’re the only guy I’ll ever fuck…cause that’s what we do.
The first time we slept together, we made love…as stupid as it sounds, we made slow, beautiful love…right now, we fuck.
Its rough, like two animals or very horny teenagers…we bite and bruise, tug and tear, anything to satisfy our needs for each other.
Youre biting down hard on your lip now as your eyes are clenched shut and you whimper and I know you’re so close but don’t want to be loud in case anyone will hear us, because you’re always loud when you come.
You always scream my name and mutter curses and brush your lips over mine and tell me you love me so much.
You jerk and crash our lips together in a bruising kiss making all sorts of sounds as you tighten around my cock and spill your semen between our bodies. It doesn’t take long before I follow, making a low growling sound of your name and as I come back down from heaven I can hear you curse and feel your lips tracings kisses along my jaw line. When you move to kiss me again, you’re smiling so softly at me and kiss me so lovingly and as you pull back you whisper “I love you, Mike”
I cant help but smile myself and respond with a “I love you too…”
Now we’re dressed, acting as if nothing happen, as if we never said those three words just moments ago. You come with me to find Tre but then you say you have to get home to Adie and the kids…home to your family.
I watch as you leave, probably looking like a little child who’s been left all alone by his mother.
I love you and I know you love me…but in the end, I know I’m not the one you will chose when that day comes. You’ll chose your wife and kids because you love them so much and I’ll be left with a broken heart and memories of our moments together…because I love you Billie Joe..so much more then you’ll ever know...