Cover Me In Gasoline

She hated the taste of red wine, but it was something to get her drunk and out of reality.
She needed to feel more and more happy,drunk and out of place, so she held onto the bottle of blood red wine in one hand, and a bunch of prescription pills in the other.

She put the pills in her mouth, and took a big mouth full of red wine, and swallowed the pills.

She finally finished the bottle of red wine, she felt a bit tipsy already, she could feel her stomach
burning with the taste of everything.
She looked at her self in the mirror and her eyes looked back her, with a smirk on her very own lips.

"Die!...Hurry the fuck up!...We have to get there!" She heard her best friend John, who wasn't aware at the fact that she had been drinking, inside the bathroom, by herself.Knocked on the bathroom door and called for his best friend of 6 years.
Die looked at herself in mirror one last time.

"Well you can cry all you want to...I don't care, how much you invest yourself in me!" Die screamed out. She unlocked the bathroom door and saw John standing there, waiting for her.

"Jesus Dianna, take your sweet ass time!" He said, in a sarcastic way, Die rolled her eyes, and tried to walk in a straight line, so it wouldn't seem obvious to John that she had been drinking.

"Yeah yeah! Are we gonna go or what?" She said, heading for the front door.

"Yeah wait I'll get the keys..."

John drove the car as Die just looked out the window, her head was spinning, and she loved the feeling.

Her name was Dianna, she was 20 and just came out of high school, with no plans for her future just as yet, but to get drunk as much as she liked. Her only friend in the world was John, but she did have friends before, but she had lost them all, because of her "Drinking Problem."

She was in love with music, her favorite band is and always will be Green Day, and she wasn't going to forget that.
But she had a new favorite local band, that had been playing in Jersey for awhile now.

Everyone knew then as My Chemical Romance.

And that's where they were going.

Die and John walked into the crowded club, Die couldn't barely see things with it being in double vision,so she closed one eye and stumbled after John.

"John?!" She yelled out, looking in each direction for him. "John where the fuck are you?!" She called again.

But nothing, only people screaming as MCR came out, they were playing Bury Me In Black.

Die found herself not being able to stand straight anymore after they started to play Head First For Halos.
So she stumbled out of the club, barely being able to find her way out.
She stumbled along side the building, near the street, people watched her stumble as they walked pass.
It was night so who knew who could come and take her away, but she didn't care, she was hoping they did.

"Someone save me! Heaaaven help me!" She sung out weakly.
He legs had taken it's toll, and she was stumbling even more with each step.
She couldn't walk anymore, her head was just not seeing anything straight.
She found her self sitting down in a dark bit of an ally way with trash cans, she could feel her ass getting wet, but she didn't and couldn't move.
She rested her head against the wall, and before she knew it her eyes closed and she fell asleep.

*

"That was such a kickass show!...I just can't fucking wait to go home and fucking sleep!" Mikey said to the rest of the band members as they followed him.

"Fuck Gee!...Walk straight!" Franky said as he was trying to hold up the lead singer who had a bit too much to drink.

"I'm completely fucking fine! See look! I can walk in a straight line..." Gerard said as he let go of Franky, made the rest of the band members look, and he tried to walk in a straight line.

"O.k...Whatever you say Gee...Hey Mikey!...Look after your brother, I gotta get home before my parents kick me out." Frank who still lived at home with his parents said.

"Gez...O.k..." Mikey said. "Ray Help me!" He called out.

"Sorry..." Ray said, coming out of his own little world. And helping Mikey with Gee.

"Dude, I gotta guy, great show bye!" Matt said, walking across the street.

"I'M FINE! I can walk by myself!" Gerard yelled out letting go of Mikey and Ray as he walked by him self.

"O.k!...Anyway, I gotta go to bye guys!" Ray said, also crossing the street.

"We're almost to the car Gee..." Mikey said walking in front of his older brother.

"Yeah yeah...Go ahead, I'm just gonna take a leak in the ally way..." He said, Mikey rolled his eyes as he kept walking.
Gerard took a little detour into the ally way, he could barely see anything, it was too dark and he was too drunk.

He walked down, and stopped, then he faced the wall, he looked around, he was positive there was no one around, so he unzipped his zipper and started to take that long awaited leak that was waiting to come out.

*

Die felt little splashes of warm water splash on her face, she moved her head, and slowly opened her eyes, she couldn't see anything but a big black blur at first, but her eyes adjusted to a stream of light, but her eyes shot wide open when she realized what those 'splashes of warm water' actually was.

"OH MY FUCKING GOD!" She screamed, trying to get up, she heard the guy scream out.
She screamed again, and so did the guy, she got to her feet but fell straight back down.

*

Gerard screamed out, he thought someone was going to kill him. He quickly zipped himself up and took a step back from the person who fell back onto the ground, as she screamed out in disgust.

"Oh my fucking god! YOU FUCKING PISSED ON ME!" The girl scream. Gerard quickly walked over to her and held out his hand to help her up. But she looked at his hand and almost vomited. "Get that fucking thing away from me! I AIN'T GONNA TOUCH THAT!"

"I'm so fucking sorry! I had no idea you were there!" He said, wiping his hand. He held out his clean hand and waiting for her to take it.
Her head was spinning, and she wanted to get up, she tried to help herself up, and ignored his hand for help.

"That's o.k. I think-" She said, getting up and falling back down, but she picked her self up, and he wanted to help. "-You have done enough tonight..." He sighed and helped her up.
He skin was cold.

And his skin was warm.

"Why the fuck are out here?! Are you homeless or somethin'? " He asked. She looked at him, barely being able to make out what he looked like.

"No!...I...Just had, um...A bit to drink...Besides its none of your fucking business..." She said, trying to stand up straight as she lit up a cigarette. He couldn't make out what she looked like, but he sensed something from her.

"I'm Gerard..." He said, trying to hide the fact that he also had a bit too much to drink. He held out his hand to shake.

" I'm Die." She said, smiling and not shaking his hand. "Well it was nice of you to pee on me, but I gotta go..." She said walking backwards away from him, she faced forward and walked before he could see anything.

Gerard mentally kicked him self, and slid down the wall. Little did he know, but the girl he just met was doing the same thing...