Beating of Your Drum
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Singers/Bands/Musicians › HIM
Rating:
Adult +
Chapters:
1
Views:
922
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of HIM. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Beating of Your Drum
[Songfic involving "Fiddle and the Drum" by A Perfect Circle.]
Cold blue eyes stare back at me. Oh dear God what have I done. I couldn't help it, I just couldn't. I look away trying to remmeber why I didn't stop. It must have been the whiskey or the rum. Those eyes were just beaming at me so bright, so full of life and that smile devoured my heart. I always had loved him but i didn't know if He felt the same. Dear God, I thought he might...just might
//And so once again,
My dear Johnny, my dear friend,
And so once again you are fighting us all,//
"What.The. Fuck." his voice was deader then dirt. His fist clenched and he leaned into my face, "What the fuck!?"
"Bam...I-I...I thought.." My face is met with his fist and I yelp and colapse onto the floor. Oh my beloved, I'm so sorry I thought. Her beats and wails now, fists and flesh, wails with cries. It hurts my dear...but I just thought we felt the same. Maybe I should've ignored my heart more.
//And when I ask you why,
You raise your sticks and cry, and I fall,
Oh, my friend,
How did you come?,
To trade the fiddle for the drum,//
The beating ends and he's gone. I curl up and sob. Never has loving someone hurted more. I should've never had a drink, I should've never watched him take off his shirt. Most of all I shouldn't have come..I should've said I was too sick.
"Faggot!!" you roar as I hear smashing of glass. My heart aches as I try to stand. I want tot speak but I only cry more. I deserve this. This isn't the real you just the mad and confused you. I still love you, dear.
//You say I have turned,
Like the enemies you've earned,
But I can remember,
All the good things you are,//
"I can explain. " Manage to choke out as you fling my things down upon me. You look so scared but mad. I'm terrified to explain. How do you tel someone you love that you love them isf they don't love you back. Oh my love please forgive me, I was alittle drunk. Oh My dear, my love, my hope. Dear God, please make it stop.
//And so I ask you please,
Can I help you find the peace and the star?,
Oh, my friend,
What time is this?,
To trade the handshake for the fist//
"Mother fucker!! Get out!! Just get the fuck out of my house and NEVER come back!!" You roar again as you shove my bag in my hands.
"Bam...please..."I feel the burning in my eyes as you drag my things to the door and fling them out. It's snowing and I rememebr how today you said you loved home I looked in snow as you rubbed my back again. And my heart skipped a beat with all you said. I love you so much that I know I'll always forgive you.
"I'm not a fag like you! Fuck you get out!" you're storming at me now and I wimper in fear. Please listen just for a moment, love...please, please.
//You say we have turned,
Like the enemies you've earned,
But we can remember,
All the good things you are,//
His fist is in my hair as he flinger me out the door and slams it loud against my back. My heart is broken, with just one Kiss. Dear God, I just lost everything.
I turn to face the heartagram door and let fall that the things I feared. I scream and sob begging you to come back to listen. Oh how I hate his anger how I hate this but not Him...I'll never hate him. I lift my bag and take a few steps back and sob more before turning back and crying out, "I love you."
//And so we ask you please,
Can we help you find the peace and the star?,
Oh my friend,
We have all come,
To fear the beating of your drum//
Cold blue eyes stare back at me. Oh dear God what have I done. I couldn't help it, I just couldn't. I look away trying to remmeber why I didn't stop. It must have been the whiskey or the rum. Those eyes were just beaming at me so bright, so full of life and that smile devoured my heart. I always had loved him but i didn't know if He felt the same. Dear God, I thought he might...just might
//And so once again,
My dear Johnny, my dear friend,
And so once again you are fighting us all,//
"What.The. Fuck." his voice was deader then dirt. His fist clenched and he leaned into my face, "What the fuck!?"
"Bam...I-I...I thought.." My face is met with his fist and I yelp and colapse onto the floor. Oh my beloved, I'm so sorry I thought. Her beats and wails now, fists and flesh, wails with cries. It hurts my dear...but I just thought we felt the same. Maybe I should've ignored my heart more.
//And when I ask you why,
You raise your sticks and cry, and I fall,
Oh, my friend,
How did you come?,
To trade the fiddle for the drum,//
The beating ends and he's gone. I curl up and sob. Never has loving someone hurted more. I should've never had a drink, I should've never watched him take off his shirt. Most of all I shouldn't have come..I should've said I was too sick.
"Faggot!!" you roar as I hear smashing of glass. My heart aches as I try to stand. I want tot speak but I only cry more. I deserve this. This isn't the real you just the mad and confused you. I still love you, dear.
//You say I have turned,
Like the enemies you've earned,
But I can remember,
All the good things you are,//
"I can explain. " Manage to choke out as you fling my things down upon me. You look so scared but mad. I'm terrified to explain. How do you tel someone you love that you love them isf they don't love you back. Oh my love please forgive me, I was alittle drunk. Oh My dear, my love, my hope. Dear God, please make it stop.
//And so I ask you please,
Can I help you find the peace and the star?,
Oh, my friend,
What time is this?,
To trade the handshake for the fist//
"Mother fucker!! Get out!! Just get the fuck out of my house and NEVER come back!!" You roar again as you shove my bag in my hands.
"Bam...please..."I feel the burning in my eyes as you drag my things to the door and fling them out. It's snowing and I rememebr how today you said you loved home I looked in snow as you rubbed my back again. And my heart skipped a beat with all you said. I love you so much that I know I'll always forgive you.
"I'm not a fag like you! Fuck you get out!" you're storming at me now and I wimper in fear. Please listen just for a moment, love...please, please.
//You say we have turned,
Like the enemies you've earned,
But we can remember,
All the good things you are,//
His fist is in my hair as he flinger me out the door and slams it loud against my back. My heart is broken, with just one Kiss. Dear God, I just lost everything.
I turn to face the heartagram door and let fall that the things I feared. I scream and sob begging you to come back to listen. Oh how I hate his anger how I hate this but not Him...I'll never hate him. I lift my bag and take a few steps back and sob more before turning back and crying out, "I love you."
//And so we ask you please,
Can we help you find the peace and the star?,
Oh my friend,
We have all come,
To fear the beating of your drum//