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Awake and Terrified, Asleep or Dead

By: ToShyToSpeak
folder My Chemical Romance › General
Rating: Adult +
Chapters: 6
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Awake and Terrified, Asleep or Dead.

A/N

This is the Preface.
This story starts back when Gerard was an acholic.
This is around the begginging of 'The Black Parade'.
I hope you like it.
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If you could see the two bodies from a Bird's eye view, you'd think it was just a couple in love, sneaking out to the football field in the middle of the night, to steal a kiss. Well, you wrong, you see, one of those bodies are just lying there, montionless.

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"Please Lilly," He begged, well half begged,half slurred, as they both lay in the cool summer grass.

"No Gee,you have Lacey,you love her." She said calmly, like what Gee was saying didnt even matter to her.

"Just give me a chance." He slurred again.

"Lets talk about this in the morning," She said, Positive that by tomarrow, he'd be sober and forget what he said at night.

Gerard didnt know how much he hurt her with his 1:00 Am phone calls, confessing his love. But than he'd act like it never happened the next morning. But she could always look back on that one night. There night of passion.

"But now, your ride is gunna be at the park, so all we have to do is." She instantly groaned at the two old metal fences they have to jump.

"No Sugar, let's talk about this now!" He hiccuped, watching her get up.Watching the summer wind throw her dark brown hair around her face eaisly. She was so gorgeous, so beautiful, so Perfect. She was his, and she'd never know it.

It was'nt long after that Gee stood up next to her. She was so lost in thought,thinking on how to get her drunk bestfriend over the fences that she didnt even feel Gerard's hand slip around her waist.

"Im sober," He hiccuped again.

Lilly turned her head, looking over at him. She had no time to reply before his lips crashed into hers. Almost to rough for the both of them.

Lilly knew she should'nt get this close.

"Not now, hes drunk." She thought as her hand ran up his toned chest, around his neck and tangled into the ends of his black shaggy hair.
She could feel his hands, running up her body to cup her cheeks. She never saw it coming. With a simple crack, her neck twisted, her warm body fell lifelessly into his arms. He rocked ever so gently back and forth. She died in the hands of her lover.

"I told you next time I saw you, Id be sober." He said,simply stating a fact.

He was sober, and she would never know it. He was starting over, a knew man, but she, she held to much of the past.

"Don't you worry, now Doll, I'll see you again," He stated perfectly.

"In Hell."

And With that, he was gone. Walking over to the two fences, staggering every other step.
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