Actions Speak Louder Than Words
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Adult ++
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3
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Actions Speak Louder Than Words
Title: Actions Speak Louder Than Words
Author: Aradia Silvermoon
Rating: PG
Pairing: Vam. Implied Jonne/Ville
Summary: It all started with a simple misunderstanding.
A/N: nothing
Disclaimer: Don't own anything but my thoughts.
Beta: the ever lovely Midge
Bam elbowed his way through the noisy, crowded bar looking for his favorite Finn. Spotting Ville sitting at a table not to far away, the skater grinned as he pushed his way towards his lover only to see that the Finn wasn't alone. A thin, attractive blond man sat next to him. Bam froze in his tracks as his heart plummeted, staring in disbelief as the two men laughed and hugged each other. Numb Bam turned to go when Ville looked his way and beckoned for him to come over. Bam shook his head sharply before he turned and pushed his way towards the bathroom. Locking himself in a stall the skater let himself cry as he thought about the night before.
"I love you Bam," Ville whispered as he gazed at the younger man. "I have loved you since I first saw you. I know you don't feel the same way, but I had to..." his voice trailed off and took a drag off his cigarette.
Bam looked at Ville as the meaning of the Finn's words sank in. A smile slowly crept over his face as he reached out and cupped Ville's cheek.
"Ville..." he whispered softly, making Ville look at him; despair and fear were in those lovely green eyes that Bam adored so much. "I love you too," he admitted.
Ville stared at Bam for several long minutes as he finished his cigarette. "Say it again," the Finn begged.
"I love you Ville," Bam repeated with a laugh as he pulled the Finninto his arms. Giggling with relief, the two men held each other all night long.
***
He should have known it was to good to be true; Ville didn't love him, and he never had. If the Finn in fact, did mean those three words, then he wouldn't be snuggled up with some bleached-blond idiot. The skater punched the metal wall hard as he thought of how easily he had believed Ville. Lost in his misery, Bam jumped when someone knocked on the door of his stall.
"This one is taken so fuck off," he growled.
"Open the door Bam."
"Fuck off Ville," Bam muttered as he angrily wiped the tears from his cheeks. He'd be damned if he let Ville see how upset he was.
"Bammie..." the Finnish man pleaded, sighing as he leaned against the door.
"Go back to your blond twit and stay out of my life!" Bam yelled as he shoved the door open. Somewhere deep inside he hoped it would hit Ville; he wanted the singer to hurt as badly as he did...it seemed only fair.
Ville grabbed Bam's wrist as he passed, glaring at the skater. "What the hell has gotten into you?"
The look of defeat written across Bam's face was so heart-breaking, that the Finnish man felt tears well up in his eyes.
"You didn't need to lie to me," Bam whispered as he looked at the floor.
"I have never lied to you..." Ville started to speak only to be shoved against the wall by the irate skater.
"The fuck you didn't! Only last night you told me you loved me, and today you're wrapped around some blond boy," Bam snarled, his face inches from the singer. "Fuck you Ville."
"Oh Bam," Ville sighed as he put his arms around the skater. "I do love you..."The Finn placed his finger over Bam's lips to still the protest he knew was coming. "I love you and only you. That blond out there is just a friend. His name is Jonne, and I met him while we were touring."
Bam cupped Ville's face with both hands, and searched the Finnish man's face for any sign of deceit. Finding none, the skater buried his face in Ville's neck. "Oh God Ville..I thought....I thought..." He clung to the older man as if his life depended upon it.
"Sssshhhh kulta..." Ville ran his hands up and down Bam's back in a soothing manner. "It's ok; I know Bam, I know. I am sorry that you got the wrong impression...God Bam, I'm so sorry..."
Bam felt his shirt growing damp as Ville's tears mingled with his, and the two men held tight to each other as they realized how fragile this new relationship of their's was.
"I love you Ville."
"I love you Bam."
Smiling, they left the bathroom holding hands and teasing each other. For a moment everything was perfect and right in their world, and then the blond pixie ran up to Ville.
"Hey Willa." he ignored Bam and tossed his arms around Ville. "Your place or mine?"
TBC
Author: Aradia Silvermoon
Rating: PG
Pairing: Vam. Implied Jonne/Ville
Summary: It all started with a simple misunderstanding.
A/N: nothing
Disclaimer: Don't own anything but my thoughts.
Beta: the ever lovely Midge
Bam elbowed his way through the noisy, crowded bar looking for his favorite Finn. Spotting Ville sitting at a table not to far away, the skater grinned as he pushed his way towards his lover only to see that the Finn wasn't alone. A thin, attractive blond man sat next to him. Bam froze in his tracks as his heart plummeted, staring in disbelief as the two men laughed and hugged each other. Numb Bam turned to go when Ville looked his way and beckoned for him to come over. Bam shook his head sharply before he turned and pushed his way towards the bathroom. Locking himself in a stall the skater let himself cry as he thought about the night before.
"I love you Bam," Ville whispered as he gazed at the younger man. "I have loved you since I first saw you. I know you don't feel the same way, but I had to..." his voice trailed off and took a drag off his cigarette.
Bam looked at Ville as the meaning of the Finn's words sank in. A smile slowly crept over his face as he reached out and cupped Ville's cheek.
"Ville..." he whispered softly, making Ville look at him; despair and fear were in those lovely green eyes that Bam adored so much. "I love you too," he admitted.
Ville stared at Bam for several long minutes as he finished his cigarette. "Say it again," the Finn begged.
"I love you Ville," Bam repeated with a laugh as he pulled the Finninto his arms. Giggling with relief, the two men held each other all night long.
***
He should have known it was to good to be true; Ville didn't love him, and he never had. If the Finn in fact, did mean those three words, then he wouldn't be snuggled up with some bleached-blond idiot. The skater punched the metal wall hard as he thought of how easily he had believed Ville. Lost in his misery, Bam jumped when someone knocked on the door of his stall.
"This one is taken so fuck off," he growled.
"Open the door Bam."
"Fuck off Ville," Bam muttered as he angrily wiped the tears from his cheeks. He'd be damned if he let Ville see how upset he was.
"Bammie..." the Finnish man pleaded, sighing as he leaned against the door.
"Go back to your blond twit and stay out of my life!" Bam yelled as he shoved the door open. Somewhere deep inside he hoped it would hit Ville; he wanted the singer to hurt as badly as he did...it seemed only fair.
Ville grabbed Bam's wrist as he passed, glaring at the skater. "What the hell has gotten into you?"
The look of defeat written across Bam's face was so heart-breaking, that the Finnish man felt tears well up in his eyes.
"You didn't need to lie to me," Bam whispered as he looked at the floor.
"I have never lied to you..." Ville started to speak only to be shoved against the wall by the irate skater.
"The fuck you didn't! Only last night you told me you loved me, and today you're wrapped around some blond boy," Bam snarled, his face inches from the singer. "Fuck you Ville."
"Oh Bam," Ville sighed as he put his arms around the skater. "I do love you..."The Finn placed his finger over Bam's lips to still the protest he knew was coming. "I love you and only you. That blond out there is just a friend. His name is Jonne, and I met him while we were touring."
Bam cupped Ville's face with both hands, and searched the Finnish man's face for any sign of deceit. Finding none, the skater buried his face in Ville's neck. "Oh God Ville..I thought....I thought..." He clung to the older man as if his life depended upon it.
"Sssshhhh kulta..." Ville ran his hands up and down Bam's back in a soothing manner. "It's ok; I know Bam, I know. I am sorry that you got the wrong impression...God Bam, I'm so sorry..."
Bam felt his shirt growing damp as Ville's tears mingled with his, and the two men held tight to each other as they realized how fragile this new relationship of their's was.
"I love you Ville."
"I love you Bam."
Smiling, they left the bathroom holding hands and teasing each other. For a moment everything was perfect and right in their world, and then the blond pixie ran up to Ville.
"Hey Willa." he ignored Bam and tossed his arms around Ville. "Your place or mine?"
TBC