Fantasy

Title: Fantasy
Pairing: Hizumi x Zero (Despairs Ray)
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: *I don't own Hizumi nor Zero. I am a weirdo that likes to write about them. I highly doubt they are really together, but man it would be hot if they were. >D.*
**This is a rape-fic. If this offends anybody, then don't read it..**

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Zero chuckled softly, chewing slightly at his lip, looking at the older man below him. He laid in a heap on the floor, shuddering, crying. That was the way Zero liked it. He moistened his lips with the tip of his tongue, shifting his weight onto the other leg. He saw the other shake slightly, choking on the tears that he didn't want to show. This only made Zero laugh. He shut his eyes and threw his head back, his long black braids reaching to the mid of his bare thighs when he did so.

"..please... Zero.. don't do this.." the other man cried, this time actually vocalizing his fear. Zero laughed and walked in front of the man.

"Aww.. is poor Hizumi scared?" Zero laughed again, and crouched down so he was right next to the other, his leather skirt riding up, letting the vocalist see what he had to offer under it. Hizumi let his head drop to the floor. He couldn't go anywhere, he was tied up at the wrists and ankles. He could feel the leather straps ripping into the skin below his hands. More tears slid from beneath his eyes.

"Zeroooo.." he shuddered as he spoke, and nearly choked on his words. The bassist gave one of those smirks. Quite frankly, all of Hizumi's yells, cries, pleas, any noise actually was getting him off. Zero knew in the back of his head that this was somewhat wrong, and especially with the vocalist of his band. Oh well. Zero was one who showed no remorse for these kinds of things. He needed to get off, and the vocalist was just what he needed.

Hizumi's cries got louder and his tears were now spilling onto the floor. How in the hell had he gotten mixed up with someone as weird as Zero. Sure. Hizumi didn't think a thing when they first met, and D'espairs Ray had first began, because at that time, weird was what Hizumi was looking for, but now, on his knees and elbows on the ground, naked, and tied up with the leather straps from one of Zero's outfits, he had actually started regretting the smaller bassist. Hizumi's head hurt from the crying and his throat hurt from the screaming. He had tried everything to get the other to untie him. Seduction didn't work, cause Zero was one for control, and insulting didn't work, cause it only enraged the bassist more, and the leather was tied too tightly to wiggle free from on his own accord.

Hizumi lifted his head, able to see under the others skirt, which didn't help the matter. Sure. On occasion when Zero would bend over in one of those skirts, or was going up the stairs, Hizumi would get a peek at what was underneath. Maybe that was what had gotten him into this situation. He was now regretting getting a look at that nice ass that the bassist had. His tears had stopped once the other placed his gloved hand on his cheek and slowly, yet lovingly stroked it. The touches to his face from the bassist were one that a man would give to his lover when he was upset and crying. Hizumi's eyes just watered more and he bit at his lip.

"Z-zero.. " he pleaded softly, hoping that maybe if the other felt sorry for him, he would untie him. Obviously it didn't work.

Zero's hand lifted the others chin and he smirked, still stroking the others face. He blinked, hearing the others desperation. It only made him harder, made him wanna fuck the man in front of him until he screamed. Zero leaned forward and placed his lips to the others, hard, his black lipstick smearing on Hizumi's lips. The vocalist didn't want this. He didn't want to be with the other like this. Zero's mouth opened and his tongue slowly slid along the others bottom lip, and forced the others mouth open.

How the hell.. why.. why did I get myself into this. But he is so hot. Why.. Hizumi whimpered in his head. His mouth opened instinctively, his eyes closing slightly. He groaned, when he felt the others tongue trying to travel further into his mouth. He didn't want this. Not in this instance. Not now, no. He bit hard on the tip of the others tongue, causing Zero to howl in pain and throw the other off him. He sucked on his tongue, the tip bleeding a bit.

"You bitch! How fucking DARE you! All I was going to do was give you the time of your god damned life, and you bite my fucking tongue.. you fuckin bitch.. " Zero screamed, slapping the other hard across the face, his rings leaving a slight impression on the others cheek. Hizumi felt his cheek stinging every time a tear slipped past the impressions on his pale skin. He whimpered loudly, biting on his lip. All the mixed anger and fear was beginning to swarm into one. He kept his eyes closed, closing them tighter when he heard the others footsteps on the hardwood floor.

Zero sat on the floor and placed his hands under the others arms, pulling him close. He felt Hizumi's body tense under his touch. How he liked the others immense fear for him, not to mention the others quiet sobs also added to the "turn-on factor". He ran his fingers through the others hair. "I didn't have to slap you like that. You made me Hizumi. You see, you could have just gone along with me, kissed me back like I know you wanted to, but no. You had to complicate things." Zero ran his fingertips along the bruises and marks on the others cheek, Hizumi whimpering softly and shaking a bit.

"My poor Hizumi is scared ne.." Zero chuckled. He couldn't do shit with the way Hizumi was tied up now. He had to get the other tied another way. "Is my Hizumi going to listen to me now.."

"H-Hai.. yes Zero.."

Zero raked his fingernails down the others injured cheek, causing the flesh to rip slightly, and Hizumi to shriek in pain. "I did not say you could talk now did I.." he asked, stroking a few braids from his face. He brought his fingers to his mouth and sucked the small amount of blood form them. The other mans blood tasted so sweet on his fingers. The crimson continued to slowly drip down Hizumi's cheek, flowing freely, his tears mixing with the blood. Zero leaned down and licked the others cheek slowly, tasting the salty tears, mixed with the coppery blood.

"Now, you apologize. I allow you to." Zero said with a sadistic smile.

"Iiim.. I am sorry Zero.."

"Good.." Zero chuckled and shoved the other off his lap and stood up. "..you listen well you bitch. Now, I am going to untie you, cause I just can't get what I would like from you with you tied in the position that you are in. If I untie you, are you going to listen to me..."

Hizumi stayed silent. He was not allowed to speak.

"I take your silence as a yes."

Zero walked over to Hizumi and crouched down, not caring how much was showing from under his short, leather mini-skirt. He untied the others wrists, taking the leather strap and grinning. He took the strap, which connected to his outfit, and placed it to his mouth, tasting some blood on it, then rubbed it along his cheek, his eyes rolling into the back of his head. Zero then untied the others ankles, smirking a bit. He attached the straps back around his chest were they were to go, then grabbed the other by the upper arms, making him stand.

Once stood, Hizumi fell against the other, mostly from being so weak. He whimpered softly, clinging to the other slightly. Zero smirked and half carried him to the bedroom, the other facing towards the bed. He bent the other over the bed and ran his fingertips down the others spine. Hizumi whimpered slightly, shutting his eyes tight.

"I promise you Hizumi.. you will like this.." he smirked and nibbled and licked at the others spine. His eyes rolled back into his eyes again, his nails raking down the others sides as he did so. Hizumi arched his back and whimpered. "..Now get on the bed.."

Hizumi could barely move, but he was more scared what would happen to him if he stayed like he was. He slowly crawled onto the bed, more tears flowing with every movement. It hurt to even breathe now for the other. His eyes flooded more freely with more tears, from frustration and pain. He laid on the bed, on his back, looking up at the ceiling, now partially just waiting for what was to come.

"Such a good little bitch... "

Zero slowly untied all the hooks, straps and buckles to the full leather outfit, the leather sliding from his shoulders and falling to the floor. The metal at the ends of the straps clanked once they hit the ground. Zero chuckled and arched his back, slowly running his palms down his chest, his nipples perking at the skin to skin contact. He felt the leather now bunching up at his waist. He grabbed at the top part of the outfit and slowly yanked it over his hips, then tossed it to the ground. He slowly unhooked the leather corset which he wore under the straps and metal. Zero walked closer to the bed, now in nothing but his leather mini-skirt and his thigh high five inch platforms.

Hizumi couldn't resist. He glanced from the corner of his eye at the other, watching him undress. Zero was gorgeous. If he weren't a psychopath, Hizumi may have considered giving him a second chance. He felt his length harden slightly, watching the other man caress his own chest. Zero noticed the change too.

"I can see that you like this.." he said slowly running his fingertips down his chest and across his ribs. The other man closed his eyes, but then slowly opened them again, almost unable to tear himself away from the sight in front of him. He bit on his lip, watching Zero crawl onto the bed.

Zero stood up on the bed, looking down at the other man, then sat on his knees, which were pressed against the others hips slightly. Zero chuckled, running his long slender fingers down the other mans thighs, spreading his legs wide apart. The bassist could see what he wanted to see. He groaned slightly, his length pressing against the leather skirt. Zero grabbed a pillow and put it under the other mans lower back, slightly propping up Hizumi's lower half.

Hizumi now knew what was to come. He knew the other was serious about fucking him. This thought frightened Hizumi, for he was still a virgin in that sense. Hizumi had a feeling that Zero knew that as well. The vocalist laid his head back in the pillow, taking deep, shallow breaths, trying to calm himself, knowing that if he were calm, then it maybe wouldn't hurt as bad. He felt more tears slide down his cheeks. His breathing was slightly shaky.

"God.. you look like you are so tight.. you are going to feel wondeerfull.." Zero moaned slightly, grabbing the bottom of his skirt and yanking it slightly, letting the leather bunch around his waist. His length was hard, dripping with his essence.

The bassist spread the others legs further apart, Hizumi whining in protest, pressure building at his stomach slightly. He gave a small whimper when he felt the tip of the others wet, hard length at his entrance. Hizumi tried to jerk his legs closed, but the others hands were pressed against his thighs, and his nails were digging to the skin.

Zero gave a swift thrust, his tip getting into the others hotness. Zero cried out softly, arching his back and thrusting again, ignoring the others cries and screams. He bit at his lip, finally thrusting as hard as he could, filling the older man completely. He felt the others skin rip and tear at contact, and could now feel the hot blood pooling around his base.

A loud shriek could be heard, loud and high pitched. The shriek prickled the vocalists own ears. He screamed loudly, feeling the other thrusting his way inside his non-stretched tight entrance. With the last thrust, Hizumi felt the blood slowly dripping from his backside. He balled his fists, his nails digging into his palms, his loud cries being able to be heard throughout the house. Hizumi felt the other pull completely out, then thrust back in hard, his skin ripping more with each of the others movements.

"Fuck.. you are so fucking tight.. god.. so ..warm.." Zero mumbled incoherently. Hizumi screamed loudly with every thrust, his body not adjusting to the others size well. The bassist grabbed Hizumi's legs and wrapped them around his own waist, his fingernails now gripping the others hips, Zero pulling Hizumi back onto his length hard, Hizumi grunting softly in pain with each thrust.

Zero was searching for that spot, knowing that Hizumi would be in immense pleasure once he hit it. He pulled completely out, then thrusted in hard, hearing Hizumi moan loudly. That moan indicated that Zero had found what he was looking for.

Why am I moaning. This is wrong. Wrong, completely. But it feels so good to be wrong... Hizumi closed his eyes, these thoughts still filling his head.

The onslaught went on for another bit of time, Zero eventually releasing inside the other man, then pulling himself out. He looked down at the bloodied heap of a human below him, actually pitying the other. Zero crawled off the bed and stood to the side. Hizumi was too worn to even move, nor did he have the mental stamina. Zero walked into the bathroom and grabbed a few wet towels and a dry one.

Hizumi laid on the bed, bleeding profusely from his backside, not even able to cry anymore. He shivered weakly, the open window in the corner blowing a breeze directly over his body. His breath hitched in his throat. Zero returned to the bedroom, sitting on the bed, pulling the other into his lap without trouble or strain.

"You poor thing.. was I too rough on you tonight Hizumi.." he said softly, running the warm towel across the other mans cheek.

"I have never been that rough Zero.." Hizumi said weakly, with a small laugh. He leaned into the other mans loving touch. Hizumi closed his eyes, the other wiping the dried blood from the cuts on the vocalists cheek.

"You said you wanted your first time to be memorable.."

"I know what I said.. but I also didn't wanna die from bleeding to death.." Hizumi said sourly.

"You can make it up to me whenever you are better.." Zero pulled the blanket over the both of them and lied down fully on the bed, pulling the older man into his arms, kissing the back of his neck. "Sleep now.. you need your rest my love.."

"You're not allowed to rape me, just because its your fantasy.." Hizumi stated

"You said I could..."

"Zero. You worry me..."

"Why is that.. " Zero kissed below the others ear and then nibbled on his earlobe.

"You knew how to do that whole "fantasy" TOO perfectly." Zero just chuckled.

"Go to sleep Hizu-san.."