Kissing You
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Singers/Bands/Musicians › H.O.T.
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
10
Views:
1,100
Reviews:
0
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
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H.o.T belongs to SME, not me. I am making no profit. I do not know the people about whom I am writing. This story is a work of fiction.
Kissing You
Title: Kissing You
Author: Ian
Genre: Romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: TonHyuk
Word Count: 16066
A/N: Hope you like it. It took forever.
Kissing You
Prologue
~~~
"So you..."
"Me."
"My best friend...
"Your best friend."
"..."
"Me, I, your best friend."
"You're..."
"I'm..."
"..."
"Woo Hyuk?"
"In... in... you, my best friend, are in... in love with me?"
"Well, you seem to have it now," Tony spat in frustration. How often did he bear his very deepest secret to his best frined? And this was the reaction he was getting? He had expected some kind of shouting match, sure, some kind of shock and disapproval. All he seemed to be getting was slow speech and confusion from the other man.
"But... Tony. Tony, no, you're confused... unsure... you don't know what you're saying."
Tony looked his friend in the eyes. He had the most heartbreakingly pleading expression Tony had ever seen. Woo Hyuk wanted this to not be real. He wanted it to be a joke. But Tony couldn't give that comfort. He knew this secret would eat at him for years, for the rest of his life, until he told Woo Hyuk the truth, even if it meant the sacrifice of their friendship. He knew Woo Hyuk had the right to know. Even if he didn't want it. Even if he hated Tony forever, he needed to know. Tony needed him to know. He needed this not to be fake anymore.
"Tony. Please, this is a joke, right?"
Tony looked away from Woo Hyuk's seemingly hurt expression. "Woo Hyuk..." He looked back into the eyes of the man sitting next to him on the bed. "I've never been more honest with you in my life, Woo Hyuk. Just... please don't hate me."
"Hate you?" Woo Hyuk stood. "Hate you? Tony, I can't even look at you right now. I can't be hearing this. All of this... everything... this has all been a lie? This is all just some game to you, isn't it? Just some twisted, perverted game. See how long you can string me along, build my trust, act like a friend. Then drop this on me, tell me it was my fault, that I led you on for years..."
"Hyuk, no... Woo Hyuk, please, I love you so much... I never meant to hurt you."
"Leave."
Tony felt like he'd been slapped across the face. "Hyuk..."
"Get out. Now. Pack your things and leave. You're not staying here."
"Woo Hyuk... don't be like this..."
"I said get out!"
Tony stood slowly. With a hopeless, depressed glance back at Woo Hyuk, he headed toward the door. His hand gripped the knob, which felt oddly hot. Without another glance back for fear of breaking down into tears, Tony opened the bedroom door and stepped out into the hallway...
...And fell down a huge pit dug just outside the door, landing with a thud on his bedroom floor, tangled in his sheets, sprawled next to his bed. It took Tony a few moments to register he'd just been violently woken from yet another nightmare about confessing to Woo Hyuk. With a sigh and a cringe, Tony gently rose from the floor, carefully detangling himself from the bedsheets. This secret was going to be the end of him, he knew it.
Author: Ian
Genre: Romance
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: TonHyuk
Word Count: 16066
A/N: Hope you like it. It took forever.
Kissing You
Prologue
~~~
"So you..."
"Me."
"My best friend...
"Your best friend."
"..."
"Me, I, your best friend."
"You're..."
"I'm..."
"..."
"Woo Hyuk?"
"In... in... you, my best friend, are in... in love with me?"
"Well, you seem to have it now," Tony spat in frustration. How often did he bear his very deepest secret to his best frined? And this was the reaction he was getting? He had expected some kind of shouting match, sure, some kind of shock and disapproval. All he seemed to be getting was slow speech and confusion from the other man.
"But... Tony. Tony, no, you're confused... unsure... you don't know what you're saying."
Tony looked his friend in the eyes. He had the most heartbreakingly pleading expression Tony had ever seen. Woo Hyuk wanted this to not be real. He wanted it to be a joke. But Tony couldn't give that comfort. He knew this secret would eat at him for years, for the rest of his life, until he told Woo Hyuk the truth, even if it meant the sacrifice of their friendship. He knew Woo Hyuk had the right to know. Even if he didn't want it. Even if he hated Tony forever, he needed to know. Tony needed him to know. He needed this not to be fake anymore.
"Tony. Please, this is a joke, right?"
Tony looked away from Woo Hyuk's seemingly hurt expression. "Woo Hyuk..." He looked back into the eyes of the man sitting next to him on the bed. "I've never been more honest with you in my life, Woo Hyuk. Just... please don't hate me."
"Hate you?" Woo Hyuk stood. "Hate you? Tony, I can't even look at you right now. I can't be hearing this. All of this... everything... this has all been a lie? This is all just some game to you, isn't it? Just some twisted, perverted game. See how long you can string me along, build my trust, act like a friend. Then drop this on me, tell me it was my fault, that I led you on for years..."
"Hyuk, no... Woo Hyuk, please, I love you so much... I never meant to hurt you."
"Leave."
Tony felt like he'd been slapped across the face. "Hyuk..."
"Get out. Now. Pack your things and leave. You're not staying here."
"Woo Hyuk... don't be like this..."
"I said get out!"
Tony stood slowly. With a hopeless, depressed glance back at Woo Hyuk, he headed toward the door. His hand gripped the knob, which felt oddly hot. Without another glance back for fear of breaking down into tears, Tony opened the bedroom door and stepped out into the hallway...
...And fell down a huge pit dug just outside the door, landing with a thud on his bedroom floor, tangled in his sheets, sprawled next to his bed. It took Tony a few moments to register he'd just been violently woken from yet another nightmare about confessing to Woo Hyuk. With a sigh and a cringe, Tony gently rose from the floor, carefully detangling himself from the bedsheets. This secret was going to be the end of him, he knew it.