When Mikey is Gone

 

-Gerard-

I grabbed my phone as I saw that Mikey was gone. I was about to call Frank, but he beat me to it, "Hey." 'Hey, Gee. Can I come over?' I smiled, though he couldn't see it. "Yeah, 'course you can!" I didn't even get a reply, he just hung up. Looking around, I realized that I wasn't ready for shit. The best I could do was hurry up and mess with my hair, change clothes. So I did. As I was getting on my jeans, I heard the door open. "Gee?" Frankie's voice called out, "Just a second...!" I muttered, before running out to greet him. "Hey Gee~.." He smiled, hugging me with arm, the other hand in his pocket. I hugged him back gently, and he paused. He looked at me quietly. 'God dammit! I knew I should have tried to shower or something!!' I silently slapped myself. 

 

-Frank-

I stared at him. I couldn't help it... He looks like he rushed his hair and clothes but... Honestly, it looked kind of sexy on him.. After a bit I broke the silence, "So.. What do you want to do....?" He shrugged, casually walking to his kitchen and grabbing some beer out of the fridge. I hurriedly caught the can he threw to me, almost being hit with it. He laughed a bit, and I smiled at seeing this.. The way he laughs, the sound, the smile on his face... It makes me happy.. I love seeing him happy.. I love him.. Why am I thinking like this? Gerard would never love me.. He's straight. And even if he did, what would the others say? Ray, Bob, and Mikey? Gerard walked back over, plopping on the couch as though I weren't even there. I sat down next to him, watching as he opened the can, taking a sip. I soon did the same, and after a while of talking, (and drinking), we just sat there in awkward silence. He ran his hand through his red hair, saying he'd be right back and walking into his room. I waited a while, before getting a bit curious and standing up, walking to the door.

 

I knocked on it gently, after not getting a response, I peeked in. Nothing. I stepped in, looking around and asking quietly, "Gee...?" The light. The bathroom light was on, and the door was open just a bit. I slowly walked over to the door, peeking in. "Oh fuck..." Not even realizing I had spoken, I just stared. Gerard turned around, "Huh...?" He really should've picked a shower curtain that wasn't see-through. I could see everything. I felt horrible, both of us staring at each other but.. If I feel so bad, why is it that I can't look away..? "Eh.. S-sorry Gee..." I muttered, hoping he couldn't see my bright red cheeks. 

 

-Gerard-

I just stared at Frank, before getting out of the shower. He went to turn around, muttering something like, "I'll just go now..." But I grabbed his arm. I turned him to face me, smashing my lips against his. He didn't respond to the kiss, so I pulled away, ashamed that I had just done that.. "Frankie.. Shit. I'm sorry..." I muttered as he stayed there, frozen. Suddenly his hands grabbed my shoulders, pulling me down to him as he pressed his lips against mine. I didn't expect this from him, I mean, it was Frank.. His arms locked around my neck, as I held him close to me. 'What the fuck are you doing!? Come on, Gerard, you idiot! You're not gay! .... Right?' Kissing Frank, does this make me gay?

 

We've jokingly kissed on stage before, but, this is entirely different.. Standing in the doorway, my lips against Frank's.. Why did this feel so right? He pulled away, and stared at me, before kissing me again, and I began pushing him into my bedroom, not thinking about anything else.. Our lips parted occasionally, but only for air, after a breath we would just kiss again. I pushed him onto my bed, and he sat up, pulling me down onto the bed with him. I pulled at his shirt, only breaking the kiss to pull it off of him and throw it to the floor. As I kissed him again, his tongue licked at my lips for entrance, and I gladly opened my mouth to let him in. His tongue explored my mouth, as mine explored his. After we had covered every inch of each others' mouths, our tongues began to dance with each other, fighting for dominance over the other. I moaned into the kiss a bit, beginning to pull Frank's pants off of him. He wiggled out of them, and all that was keeping me away from him were his underwear.

 

"Frankie.. A-are you sure you w-want to do this...?" I asked, being answered by a hungry kiss, and a whispered response of, "Hell yes..." I slowly pulled down his underwear, and he was fully exposed to me. I looked him over, "You're so... beautiful.." I murmured, before shoving our lips together once more. As we pulled away, I kissed his neck, trailing kisses to his chest as he moaned a bit. I brushed my finger tips along his chest, before gently pinching one of his nipples. This got me a small whimper, and I tried again, as he moaned a bit. I kissed it, before doing the same to his other one. I began to run my hand down to his exposed member. I began to gently stroke it, before he grabbed my wrist, "G-Gee... Stop teasing me.. P-please...!" He said quietly, and I smiled a bit, kissing him. He kissed back, and as I pulled away, he seemed to have known what to do. He flipped over, sitting up on his knees and elbows. I frowned a bit, I wasn't finished with him yet... I then stuck one of my fingers in him, and he gasped. I moved it around a bit, sticking another in. He moaned louder than before, and I pulled my fingers out, positioning myself. I rubbed his thighs slightly, before slowly pushing myself in him. He whimpered a bit, and I instantly felt bad for hurting him. After he seemed to have gotten used to it, I pulled out most of the way, before pushing back in.

 

I thrusted in and out slowly, gaining pace a bit. He moaned, a sound that sounded perfect coming from him. I began to moan as well as my member rubbed the inside of him. As I gained pace, I hit his spot, and he cried out. "A-ahhh...! Right there...! F-fuck...!" He screamed, shivering a bit. I quickened, each time I thrusted in one of us would cry out. "Uhh-Ahhh...! G-Gerard..!" Frankie shouted, collapsing as he released. I came soon after him, pulling out and laying next to him, both of us panting. "Oh Frankie..." I muttered, as we held each other. The moment only lasted a few seconds though, when I looked up a bit, to see my younger brother standing there. Mikey's mouth was wide open, and he stood there frozen. "Uhh... H-How much of that did you see...?!" Frankie stuttered out, staring at Mikey. With a small whimper Mikey replied, "Enough to know what just happened..." I glared at the ceiling, "FUCK."