We Are Still in Love

“Fuck you Brian it was your idea to come up here, I never wanted to. You are the one who fell in that damn hole and ruined your clothes, don’t blame me!” Jimmy yelled at his band mate.

“You were the one arguing with me James; don’t even act like you weren’t.” Brian stated from inside the bathroom. Jimmy hearing his birth name cringed, knowing Brian only used it when really pissed off. Brian opened the door slowly to see Jimmy standing naked looking at him self with distaste. Brian knocked his hand on the wood so Jimmy knew he was in the room.

“Shit Brian, don’t come out here.” The tall man screamed grabbing a blanket, quickly wrapping it around himself. Brian chuckled, walking in the room.

“Why not?” Brian asked walking over to his suit case, pulling out a fresh pair of boxers.

“Because I’m naked,” Jimmy spat turning to face the other man, looking at the now clean man, he frowned.

“Jim, I have seen you naked before. We have had sex, remember? You don’t have anything that I haven’t seen yet.” Brian said sarcastically, “Though you are getting somewhat of a belly on you.” He joked; Jimmy’s hand immediately went to rest on his stomach.

“That I can say is partially your fault.” Jimmy stated, letting his hand run over his protruding stomach as he spoke.

“You gaining weight is none of my fault at all.” Brian stated pointing down at Jimmy’s stomach.

“You caused the reason I am gaining weight!” Jimmy yelled, finally getting dressed he was upset beyond belief.

“You gained weight because you started eating more junk and shit like that!” Brian stated slipping on his clothing.

“I am pregnant Brian! And you are the reason I got that way in the first place!” Jimmy yelled out, Brian's eyes went wide and he started shaking his head.

“Don’t you dare tell me that, you are a man you can’t get pregnant!” Brian denied, Jimmy grabbed his hoodie and an envelope from his bag. He hesitated before throwing it on the bed.

“You are the only guy I have had sex with; that is how I know the results that are in there come back to you.” Jimmy stated before opening the door to their small cabin. Each member of Avenged Sevenfold were on this camping trip. Brian and Jimmy got placed in the only single bed cabin while Johnny, Matt and Zack got stuck in the two bed cabin.

Jimmy walked and walked as far as his feet would take him, he found himself under some sort of shelter, getting away from the rain. His clothing was soaked to the bone from tears and rain. Sitting on a rock he shook, rocking his body back and forwards to soothe himself.

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It seamed like hours before Jimmy found his way back to the cabin, the ‘fake’ safety fire place was running and Brian was no where near in sight. The papers that had once been in the envelope were now strewn out across the bed.

Jimmy walked over to the side of the bed and neatly piled the papers on the night stand. He let his hand slip down his stomach and to the hem of his sweater. Slipping it over his head with his shirt he looked down at his growing stomach.

“I don’t even know how he reacted, I am not sure if he will want anything to do with you.” Jimmy stated his eyes roaming over the bump letting his fingers trace their way down to his pants.

Once he was undressed Jimmy hung his wet boxers on the chair and walked over to the bed, climbing in and rolling to his let side, letting sleep over come him slowly.

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About an hour had passed when the cabin door opened again, Brian was soaked head to toe in water. He breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the bump Jimmy’s body caused under the blankets.

Stripping his clothing on his way to the bed, Brian thought of what to say to his best friend in the morning. He smiled when he reached the bed and climbed in, he snuggled his damp and partially cold body against the others back. Brian let his arm wrap around Jimmy and his fingers fiddle with the others warm stomach. His fingers traced the others stomach, his palm finally flattened against the skin.

“I want to be with you Jimmy, I always have. Please don’t be playing a joke on me with this. Having a baby is one of the things I have always wanted to do, but when I realized I was gay that hope shot down. I could always adopt and be ok with it but I want a baby of my own too.” Brian kissed the others shoulder blades, not knowing Jimmy was still awake.

“I want you in her life.” Jimmy said quietly, he let his fingers entwine with Brian's on top of his stomach. Brian tensed up when he realized Jimmy had heard him. “I will let you be her dad Bri, but I don’t think I can be around you much longer if we are only friends.” Jimmy admitted.

“Will you take me back Jimmy? I know we dated years ago and had sex a few times recently. I am sorry for my mistakes and I really just want you. After you left me I realized Michelle is not what I want, but it was to late back then. I love you Jimmy I always will, please tell me this isn’t a joke.” Brian pleaded with his lover.

“It’s not Brian I swear to you its not. I know how important having your own baby is to you Bri, I wouldn’t ever joke with you about this.” Jimmy stated, rolling over to face his lover. “I love you Brian.”

Brian leaned forward and pressed his lips to Jimmy’s. Jimmy kissed back gently, smiling when Brian pulled away out of breath already.

“I will always love you, I never stopped.” Brian said looking in Jimmy’s deep blue eyes.

“Brian. I want you back; Yes I want to be with you. I can’t stand not holding, kissing or touching you.” Jimmy stated, Brian smiled looking at his once again boyfriend.

“I wonder what the guys will say this time, especially finding out about this.” Brian stated pointing to Jimmy’s stomach, the other just shrugged letting the brown eyed man kiss his stomach.

Once again they have broken up and gotten back together, the guys say they are destined to be together. Even after all these years apart they still had hope. The two love each other and everyone around them knows it, now the new addition to the family will be coming along shortly. Hopefully they can keep it together for good this time.