Gone to soon

Disclaimer: Do I really have to? Well, no money made, persons are not mine.....

Story based here and there on songs....

Mind PLEASE, if you´re in a real sentimental mood, don´t do anything bad to ya...please. Just like in this story...sometimes pain can cause feelings that might lead to death....

Mige´s POV…


Gone to soon


(Flashback memory)

It was one of those combats.

One of those combats between two friends.

One of those unimportant combats about nothingness.

And then this.

You had already groaned about headaches before.

Headaches now and then.

Headaches since nearly half a year.

You never took it feal.eal.

You took it as a sign of stress.

And now you are here in my flat.

We had this combat and I don´t even know what it was about anymore.

So fucking unimportant.

You suddenly broke down to the floor.

You cried, your head would hurt so much.

Nothing new, but it seems to be really painfhis his time.

You grabbed your head with your hands.

You cried for help.

You pleased me to help you to do something to take away the pain.

I wanted to call the doctor, but your hands grabbed my legs for support.

You didn´t wanted to be left alone, though I only wanted to go to the phone in the next room.

I sat down next to you.

You laid your head in my lap.

You whispered a soft sorry and took my hand very slowly.

You placed a light kiss on my palm.

Your beautiful eyes looked at me.

„Migé, if only I`d told you earlier.....“

You closed your eyes, snuggeled up closer to my lap.

Breathed in, smiled.

Silence.

You were gone.

Gone to soon.

I held you close.

I started to cry .

I cried over you.

A teardrop felt down on your wonderful lips.

Lips that I always wanted to touch.

But I felt scared.

Like your lips would have been poisened wine.

Like a taste of sin.

I bend forward and kissed the tear away.

Lips still soft and tender and so endless sweet.

For how long....?

From far I heard the radio play.

They played a song that I knew.

Knew too good.

One of our songs.

No, one of your songs.

I held you clos

„I love your skin.
Oh, so white“

God...what made you write this....?

What made this song so come true...?

Fate became reality.

„I love your touch
Cold as ice“

Shivers down my spine!

Words so true.

I took your hand in mine...minutes later it would turn pale and ice cold...

„And I love every single tear you cry“

Are you playing tricks on me????

„I just love the way you´re loosing your life“

Don´t! Tell! Me! Now!

„Oh, my darling how beautiful you are“

Yes, you truly ARE beautiful.

„My darling completely torn apart
I adore the dispair in your eyes
Wish up your lips once red as wine.“

I. Will. Never: Ever. Hear. This. Song. Without. Thinking. About. That. Ironic. Moment.

So intense.
You died in my arms.
Everyone would have expected that you would die of a lungcancer.
No.
You always did things your way.
I should have known.
If only you would have taken the signs of the headaches seriously!
You died of a cerebral haemorrhage.