Right Kind Of Wrong

I'm standing in the sun, in some sort of meadow. Surrounded by blue and purple flowers tickling my feet as I walk through it. I can hear my name being called from the distance but no matter where I look I can't see the person calling it. Suddenly the sun disappears and I am no longer hot, my name gets louder and the flowers are no longer ticking my feet. Pressure on my shoulder causing me to turn but I can still not see who ever is calling my name.

'Kelly.....'I look from side to side but still there is nothing there. 'Kelly.....Kelly wake up.....Kelly.....'My eyes bolt open and I am no longer in the meadow. I look up to see the person who has been calling me name. 'You were dreaming........' God she's even cute first thing in the morning. Look at her, I really try not to but when she's leaning over my bed it's all I can do.

'Morning........'I struggled to sit up and she jumps back down from my bunk.

'Afternoon more like.........' The clock on the wall opposite me tells me it's two minutes after twelve.

'Crap I should be up helping the kids........... ' I struggled to get down from the bed, which is hard to do when her eyes won't leave me.

'The kids just left to go fishing......they won't be back for a few hours............' Sounds happy about that, or I'm reading to much into everything she does and I really am looking for something that's not there.

'So we're alone?........'

'Yep...just you and me......'She really sounds happy now. And looks happy, that big toothy grin on her face, her dimples showing. 'I thought we could talk........' And here comes the cure. I try not to sigh but she must see the look of fear on my face at the mention of a talk. 'The doctors really good..........'

'But I'm not sick........'I try to explain, unless you call crushing on a very straight girl sick, then hell sign me up.

'Oh I don't think your sick.....but well I like you, you seem like the kind of person I would want as a friend.......'Or lover I want to add but I don't. 'I want you to be happy.......'

'But I am happy.......'

'But the love of a man would make your happiness so much better........'Oh crap, Ashley would love this. I can just hear her comebacks now.

'But I don't like men and to be honest I really don't think your doctor would work.........you can't just stop being gay.........'

'Oh you can........'She's serious again and all I want to do is laugh. ' trust me I know...........' She looks away and I can't see her face any more.

'How would you know?...........' I stand up to look at her but she moves away.

'If I tell you something will you promise never to tell any one?...............' I nod. 'I was his patient..........i was cured..............' God I want to laugh again, but she's really serious now.