Baby Can I Hold You

Carrie tried her best for the next hour to avoid Kelly, she was thankful for Elle who had caused a distraction by wanting her Mommy to play with her. This meant Carrie could come up with a plan to make sure Kelly didn't find anything out about Paul. She knew what she was doing was wrong, she knew deep down that Kelly had a right to know about Paul. He was her husband but Carrie couldn't bring herself to give Kelly that information. She couldn't be the one to bring anything bad into Kelly's world. She was happy, happy with Elle why should she learn how bad things were only a few weeks ago. Knowing what she should do Carrie went to find Kelly. She and Elle were sitting on the floor of the bedroom trying to draw a clown, Trying being the word.



'He looks sick' Carrie pointed to the purple clown with yellow hair.



'We had too many purple crayons...Elle thought we should save the red for his nose.' Kelly sounded more like Elle's friend than her mother at the moment. Carrie knew it was cause she was nervous.



'Purples always good........anyway Elle could you go watch some TV while I talk to your mommy real quick.' Carrie watched the little girl nod and stand up.



'only talking though......I got great ears......I hear lots......I can hear kisses you know.' Elle walked out the room leaving the door open. Carrie sat on the floor across from Kelly, Grabbing the red crayon she began colouring in the clowns nose. She knew she would have to start the conversation.



'His names Paul' Kelly looked up.



'Who?'



'Elle's dad'



'Oh' Carrie knew calling him Elles dad instead of Kelly's husband was being a little dishonest but she felt she had to do it.



'He's not a nice guy....never really has been...he's just good at hiding it.' She watched Kelly nod.



' I don't remember him at all....nothing, no little signs or anything.'



'Guess he's not much to remember' Carrie shrugged.



'That makes sense........you know...being gay it's not like I was going out looking for prince charming.....I guess the first guy that came along would do......I guess.....' Kelly tried to remember his name again.



'Paul' Carrie helped.



'Yeah Paul....I guess Paul just happened to be there......Does he see Elle?'



'No....he's not around.' Kelly stopped colouring and stood up, Carrie did the same.



'I guess it was jealously today.' Kelly gave a little smile. ' When I asked about him you got so weird....you jealous of him.'



'I used to be.....I used to wonder how he got you.......how he got to be with you.' Kelly nodded.



'And now your not right?' Kelly walked up to Carrie pushing her back till her legs were touching the bed. Wrapping her arms around the blonde she pulled her closer.



'Now im not Jealous...your right Kel' Carrie wrapped her arms around Kelly's waist.



' Cause you got me?' Kelly asked in a teasing tone causing Carrie to laugh.



'Yeah cause I got you' Kelly wiggled her eyebrows before pushing Carrie back until both of them were laying on the bed, Kelly on top of Carrie. Kelly focused her eyes on Carrie's mouth, they had only kissed once that afternoon and Kelly was already wanting to do it again. Looking into Carrie's eyes for some sort of sign that it was OK to continue. When she got it she moved in letting her lips touch Carrie's gently, Carrie still couldn't get over how soft Kelly's lips were. Things got heated fast and before she could think carrie's hand was sliding up Kelly's top and resting on top of her stomach. Lightly running her fingers over the smooth skin Carrie felt Kelly moan into her mouth, this only caused the blonde to deepen the kiss more.



'I hear kissing.' both girls jumped hearing Elle shout from the other room. ' I got good ears remember' Carrie shook her head in disbelief, Only Kelly could bring something into the world that was so cute and a little annoying at the same time.