Toki no Kaze [Formerly known as: Stealing Time]

SERGEI RACHMANINOV - Piano Concerto No.2 in C minor, op.18 - II. Adagio sostenuto

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I have been lost for sometime now. I really truly miss him. He is still in my heart, he never left… I pray that I will find my way to him some way, some how… By destiny... My destiny... Our Destiny... What must I do to reach you my darling? I fear that any path I forge might not have you waiting for me at the very end, with accepting arms…. But how can such love born in my heart betray me? I have stayed cold for so long and tried to forget you, trying to find another path to happiness. But the warmth of your love keeps my heart beating. With every pulse, radiates your beautiful love. When I think of your face the last time I saw you, the warmth blesses my soul and vibrates through my body and out my finger tips and I am nearly whole again. It is when I am like this that I am able to once again begin to compose and feel my way through to that which I cannot see. But lately I cannot… Where is my muse? I need to see you and know that it was always real. I reach and reach but I am unable to grasp this feeling from so far away… It has drifted so far away from me… I don't know how to bring it back all on my own... I must find you again, my darling. To find myself...

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