Baby Can I Hold You

How long you here for?' Kelly carefully thought about each word before they left her lips as she Carrie and Paul sat around the kitchen. She knew one small mistake and she would be paying for it later.



' as long as you want me ' replied Carrie.



Forever thought Kelly.



Kelly didn't know how long these feelings for Carrie had been inside her she just knew that whenever she thought about her blonde friend a warm feeling ran threw her whole body and nothing could take it away, nothing but Paul. He had a way of taking the enjoyment out of anything in Kelly's life, every her career she hated now. Going to work meant coming home to endless questions and screaming matches about who she saw and what they said to her. Everyone was out to steal her for Paul.



'well Carrie your more than welcome here any time you know that, but this is a two bedroom house we really don't have the room.' Paul put on his best cheery voice as he all but told Carrie she really wasn't welcome in his house around his wife.



' Don't worry Paul I'll bunk with the rug rat, speaking of, where is she?' Good question thought Kelly, she hadn't heard a pep from their daughter since she had arrived home.



'Napping.......we had a long day at the park.' Kelly wore a fake smile as Paul spoke , she knew very well that Paul would never take their daughter to the park, that was to much to ask of him. ' and don't worry about the sleeping arrangements I'll bunk with Elle you and kel have our bed.'



Kelly's head shot up she was sure she had dreamt that cause there was no way those words came out of Paul's mouth.



'Even better idea Paul, I knew Kelly was with you cause your brains, cause we both know its not for your looks right Kelly?' Kelly didn't open her mouth she didn't dare. 'Well ill get my bags from the car.' Kelly stood with Carrie hoping to go with her to the car but Paul was to fast for her, grabbing her arm he pulled her back down. All Kelly could do was watch helplessly as Carrie walked out the front door leaving her and Paul alone.



'Kelly what the hell is she doing here?' Paul gripped Kelly arm tighter pulling her towards him till their faces were touching. She could feel his breath against her cheek as he gritted his teeth.



' I swear Paul I didn't call her' Anyone that knew Kelly would be shocked hearing her voice right now, whenever she was alone with Paul Kelly developed a mouse like whisper to her voice.



' she's here and now I have to let my wife sleep in the same bed with that woman.' Paul waved his hand towards the front door that was still laying open waiting for Carrie to return.



' Sh she doesn't have to sleep in our bed, let her share Elle's bed, Elle wont mind, she loves Carrie.' Paul slammed his fist against Kelly's thigh causing her to jump with fright.



'You think im going to let that woman, that dyke sleep in my kids bed with her. What kind of mother are you even thinking that. You really are that stupid aren't you.' Kelly looked towards the door again fearing Carrie would appear. 'Arent you' Paul slammed his hand onto kellys thigh again, digging his finger nails into her flesh.



'yes... yea .. Paul please don't, not now please' Kelly begged like she always did, he loved when she did it. Releasing her thigh he pushed himself over to his side of the table again. Kelly could feel her thigh throb from the bruise she knew was forming.



'Just remember these walls are thin, if you even think of doing anything with her I'll hear. And I'll kill you both.' He had said the last part like he was asking her to pass the salt, Kelly knew he was serious he was so calm about it. Kelly couldn't understand how he would think she would do anything with Carrie, for one she was to afraid to go to the shops without asking him first and even if she was brave enough to try anything it wasn't like Carrie was interested in her anyway.



No one was these days,Paul always told her she was lucky enough he put up with her let alone anyone else.