Jealous

It was the La:sadies era. I was going out with a bassist named Kisaki and well... things didn't work out. He said he loved me, and I was a fool that believed him.
-flash back- Kyo was walking down the street in the winter breeze . He knew that he was late and he didn't really care. He hated practice but he had no choice; his father was drunk and passed out and his mother left him a long time ago. He walked into just to get screamed at as he yelps, being pulled to the floor. Shinya looked over, wanting to help him... but couldn't.
Die stayed silent as he watched the tortured eyes within the vocalist; he knew his pain. He tried to tell Kaoru, but Kaoru went over towards the bassist and shoved him off. While the two glared at each other, Kyo went towards his place. There was a silent fight, he knew it was about him as Shinya still did nothing. Why didn't his best friend protect him? He was not a baby, and he knew that.
What made Kisaki behave like this? He whimpered as Kaoru went to his place very submissively. He looked downwards as he knew he would get attacked if he missed a note. They started practice with Kyo yelping as Kisaki grabbed his ass. It still stung with all the spanking he received last night. He had to strip tease and was whipped every time he did something wrong. He also knew he could never go home.
Kyo started out with a song as Kisaki glared at him; he could feel the glare. He shrugged it off like it was nothing to fool his friend into thinking that everything was okay with him and Kisaki. He also knew that Kisaki went too close to him making him loose his balance as Kaoru yelled.

"Enough Kisaki, it's over! Me, Kyo, Shinya, and Die are out! Go fuck yourself!"
Kyo blinked up at Shinya, who finally went over and helped him up knowing they were all free from the evil man's clutches as Kaoru shone like a beacon of light onto their new future: the birth of Dir en grey.

Kaoru left the studio, along with Die. Die glared and punched Kisaki hard, not knowing that in the future he'd fall in love with the man he punched. Love can be weird at times, yet it was the most wonderful feeling ever.

Truth is, you never really know who you love until it was too late. But even so, what was done was done. Shinya wrapped his arms around Kyo and asked softly.

"Are you okay?"

Kyo nodded, trying to not cry or show that he was in pain, and yet his heart was broken. La:sadies was all he had. Now it was gone. Where would he go now?

: -Back in the present-

He smiled at Shinya, the perfect male. He had angel wings, but with Kyo corrupting a black, yet still pure heart. He kissed Shinya innocently, causing him to murmur as he woke up in Kyo's arms, smiling.

"What are you thinking of?" Kyo winced as the softness of Shinya's voice brought back a painful memory from when he was with Kisaki.

-flashback-

Kisaki growled as he ripped away at Kyo's clothes, causing him to scream in protest.

"Stop, please!! Don't! I don't want to, Kisaki!"

"Shut the fuck up before I do with your own vomit! You want to die, Kyo!?" Kisaki whispered harshly into Kyo's ear.
yo shook his head as he closed his eyes. Kisaki knew he won as Kyo spreaded his legs...then harshly pushed in. Blood seems to have come again but it was nothing new. Kyo bit his lip until it was bleeding and the vomit builded within his throat. Soon it would come up after Kisaki had his fun and left to sleep without saying a "Oyasumi" or "I love you." Why did he stay? He could always call shinya who would pick him up, vomit or not!
-present-

'He's gone. He won't come back to ever hurt you again, Kyo. I won't let him. I'm stronger now than I was back then,' Shinya thought with a worried expression on his face.

Shinya smiled and kissed Kyo, making the little monster go back to bed--not that he really was a monster in the first place.

I would like to thank my new Beta!! Shinji me and her help each other out when she has a problem I help and She help me with my stories Arigatou!! ^^ it also a friends. I care a lot. She and me are friends forever Yea!!