Baby Can I Hold You

'14 thousand dollars' Carrie had to laugh, if she didn't she might cry.



'You told her to pick whatever she wanted....the kid knew what she wanted' Kelly laughed as she got into bed beside her girlfriend.



'My mother will be here tomorrow.' Carrie breathed out a long breath. 'You ever get the feeling they think we can't cope alone?' She turned till she was looking at Kelly.



'I take blame for that.....I really should stop calling them.' Kelly laughed at the look on Carrie's face.



'It is your fault......I totally blame you.' Kelly smacked her girlfriends arm as she rolled onto her side. They now lay face to face in the darkness.



'Think my mom will be OK with the baby?'



'She'll be fine' Carrie whispered' she raised three of them.'



'Think Elle would be OK with Ashley'



'She'll be OK too as long as Ashley doesn't piss her off.'



'And....' Carrie cut her off.



'And Jason and his girlfriend will be fine....oh and she is a bitch.'



'Yea...I can't argue with that.' Kelly had one conversation with her and wanted to run away from her.



'So you OK.....everyone else is OK...you OK?'



'I am....you?'



'Good too.' Silence fell on the room. Carrie thought back over everything that had happened during the day. Waking up to Elle's shouts and finding a stranger in her drive with a baby. Her mind then slipped to being pinned against the wall as Kelly admitted she was turned on by it. A small smile came across Carrie's face.



'What you smiling at?' She had forget Kelly was there.



'What...oh nothing....just thinking.' she tried to stop smiling but she was finding it difficult.



'mmm im so tired.' Kelly dramatically threw her leg over Carrie's as she snuggled into her.



' What to sleep?'



'want to...but I doubt I will.' Carrie nodded, she stayed quiet to see if Kelly would fall into a sleep or not. She knew she wouldn't sleep tonight, her mind was to busy. A warm hand running along her stomach stopped her thinking.



'Not sleeping?' she asked into the dark.



'No.' She smiled at Kelly's whisper. The shorter girl was always whispering into the dark.



'Want me to make you some warm milk?'



'No'



'want me to read to you?' Carrie had found out a few years ago that Kelly loved being read to.



'No'



'Want me to do a little dance in my underwear?'



'No' Kelly laughed. ' I do want you to do something though.'



'What?'



'Make love to me' The way the words came out of Kelly's mouth made Carrie want to cry and jump for joy at the same time.



'You sure?'



'I'm sure I love you...I'm sure I can't breath when your not around...but I'm still scared.' Kelly admitted as she felt Carrie hold onto her a little tighter.



'We don't have to do anything you know'



'But I want to' Kelly admitted shyly. ' I want you to make love to me...show me how....I don't think ive ever been in love before you.....show me what to do. ' Carrie sat up so she was leaning over Kelly.



'We can stop at any time.'



'I know' Carrie leant down leaving a small kiss on Kelly's lips before running her hand down towards her waist.



Taking a long slow breath Kelly lay on her back as she felt her girlfriend slowly and gently work her lips over her neck. She could feel the blondes tongue slide over her pulse point. Gripping onto Carrie's arms Kelly raised her head as she watched her slowly kiss down towards her chest, leaving small sweet kisses as she went. Tugging at her shorts Kelly felt them being pulled from her as she lay naked below Carrie. Her first instinct was to cover her body up but Carrie moved quicker, putting her own body over Kelly's she lay herself onto it, resting her head on her girlfriends chest. Kelly could feel carries naked skin against her own and hadn't even realised carrie had stripped. The seconds seem to stop as Carrie lay still not doing anything, just listening to their hearts beating together. Kelly's hands ran up and down the blondes naked back as her legs wrapped around her waist. The moment she did this a bold shot through her, squeezing her legs around Carrie more, Kelly had never in her life felt anything like it. Moving together in the darkness Carrie reached up capturing Kelly's lips with her own. The soft moans from the room were silenced by each other mouth's. Feeling her girlfriends heels dig into the bottom of her back Carrie slipped her hand between the two bodies knowing exactly what Kelly needed. Pulling away from her mouth Carrie worked her way down Kelly;s neck, sucking on the soft skin as she felt Kelly's whole body stiffen against hers. Feeling Kelly's mouth latch onto her shoulder Carrie knew Kelly was in another place now and would not be coming out of it any time soon. When she felt Kelly's legs fall from her back Carrie removed herself rolling off her girlfriend and onto her own side of the bed. It only took Kelly a few seconds to roll over and curl herself around Carrie's body. Running her hand down Kelly's back she felt her relax under it, she watched her eyes flutter shut. Carrie knew she wouldn't' sleep now, she couldn't take her eyes off the girl laying next to her.

Carrie lay smiling in dark, she couldn't believe she had just had sex with Kelly Clarkson.