Abused and Saved

**A/N: As Pyra pointed out to me I didn't mention what 'naida' ment. If I remember correctly in lamest terms it means fuck. Thanks for the reviews! I like getting up every morning and reading them. Hope you like this chapter. It's a fairly long one.**

**TRISH'S POV**

I sat in my room listening to what I had on my iPod while unpacking. I had lived here for two weeks and I lived out of the boxes I had. I was just too lazy to unpack. After putting what I had for clothes away and put my other trinkets and stuff away I sat in my room singing to the music, one song right after another. Bloodhound Gang, Turbonegro, GWAR, cKy, Metallica and more. I closed my eyes and just went into my own little world until I heard my door shut. It was Bam.

I cringed as if he was going to hit me. I should know better. Bam saved me why would he hit me. He sat down in fornt of me and looked at me. "What?" I asked. "Want to go out drinking tonight with me and Ville?"

"Sure. Where are we going?"

"Probably Rex's."

"Yeah I'll go. Can i rummage through your closet and get a shower first?"

"Yeah go ahead." I said thanks and walked into his room watching Ville. 'God he's so hot.' I said to myself picking through shirts and about 10 minutes and a hundred stares later I found some clothes and headed off to the bathroom. I turned on the hot water while I undressed and stepped inside. I stood there for about five minutes thinking and enjoying the water.

I made the shower quick. Ville was in the other room and I didn't want him thinking that I was doing something. That was the last think that I needed, Ville Valo thinking that I was masturbating. I walked out back into Bam's room still in just a towel with both men looking at me. I felt a slight blush on my cheeks. Taking my clothes back into my room I got dressed and did my eyeliner. I was excited that I was going to go out with Ville and Bam tonight. To be honest it will be my first real time out to a bar. The guys met me in the Pirate Bar as we all walked out to the Hummer. I lit a cigarette then looked at Bam.

"We need to stop at WaWa. I need cigarettes." Ville looked at me then back at Bam.

"I do too love." Ville said.

"Okay last pit stop because I want to fucking drink." I laughed as we left.

The ride was somewhat quiet. There was music in the back ground, I was partially singing, and then I was being talked too.

"So Trish..." I heard Ville trail off

"So Ville..." You could tell that there was going to be something stupid that was about to come up just by the oh so excitement in his voice.

"Why did you come out of the bathroom the way you did." I froze.

"I..er...well... I didn't think that you would be there?" 'Shit way to go Trisha you failed.' I thought to myself.

"Lies." Bam laughed

"Oh yeah Bam, like I am going to walk out into the middle of your room, while your in there, nonetheless, and pretend that my towel falls so Ville could get a decent look." I started to turn red. I didn't know what to be, pissed or embarrassed. All I know is thank god we pulled into WaWa when we did, because I didn't know what else to say.

Walking out of WaWa i lit another cigarette and waited for Ville to come out, but then I decided that I wanted to talk to Bam so i went and sat in the front seat.

"Bam?"

"Yeah?" I wanted to ask this nagging question, but I didn't want him getting so pissed at me that he would throw me out. I couldn't deal with being on the street.

"Are you and Willa together?" I swallowed hard as he looked at me and turned red.

"Don't tell anyone, but yes, and I only tell you this because I can trust you and because well...er.. never mind."

"No, tell me Bammie."

"You will find out soon." Bam smiled as Ville walked out.

Everything then soon started to connect. Even from before I lived with him. I actually wasn't as surprised as I thought I would be, but honestly, it kind of turned me on. All the way to Rex's thats all I could think of. Bam and Ville fucking. Wow. It turned me on a lot.

"So.." I said aimlessly.

"Since I'm here will i be able to met your famous friends Bam?"

"Who do you want to meet?" I sat back and thought then laughed.

"Well, the rest of HIM for one. Gwar would be nice, oh and uh Dani Filth." Bam Looked back at me.

"You know he's married right?"

"I wasn't going to try and fuck him fucker."

"Sure..Sure.." We slowly pulled into Rex's and I took Ville's and Bam's hand and walked in.

Bam ordered me two shots of vodka and a beer as ville sat with me in a small table in a corner. I couldn't help but stare at Ville. He was gorgeous. Even if he was with Bam I didn't care. I'm going to stare and see if Bam would mind if I fucked him. Why not? At least I will be able to stop masturbating to him at night.

Ville broke my concentration. I popped my head up and looked at him. "Ville, When are you going to leave?"

"Well," he started off. "when ever I want. This is going to be my vacation for a while. As long as you don't mind?"

"Why would I fucking mind? I have another drinking buddy and a new friend." I smiled thinking about all that I could tell him. My dirty little secrets all the stuff I couldn't tell Bam. This was going to be wonderful. The best part about it... I was going to learn some Finnish. Which is what I've been begging Ville to do all day. Bam came back about five minutes later with out drinks as I hit down my two shots I was getting weird looks from Ville and Bam.

"What? I like vodka." Bam started to shake his head as I looked around. It was weird being here. I was with two famous people who I never thought in my life I would meet. I was away from the fucker who used to beat the hell out of me. To be honest, I'm loving my life now. I've only been in West Chester for about two weeks and I'm already loving it.

I sat there for a while just thinking ignoring the conversation between Bam and Ville until I heard my name.

"...Right Trish?" My head popped up.

"Huh?"

"Stop thinking about getting into certain peoples pants and listen." I stuck my tongue out at Bam.

"I said that we should get revenge on your ex." An evil smile popped on my face.

"We should do it while Willa is still here. That would be wonderful."

Six beers and 9 shots later we had our plan about getting revenge on Adam. I remember Ville saying drunkenly something about a 'cunt whore bag should keep his hands to himself and off our Trisha.' 'Our Trisha?' I thought, weird.

On our way home we talked about the night we were going to head to New Jersey and other random stuff. When we arrived back to the house I stumbled into the back yard with Ville to smoke while Bam went inside to get more alcohol.

"As if we didn't drink enough already." Ville said with a smile on his face. I scooted closer and laid my head on his shoulder. The way Ville and Bam acted around me made it seem like they weren't really all that worried about me and Willa getting close like we were so I leaned over and kissed him.

It was wonderful. I opened my mouth and slipped my tongue into his mouth as Bam came out and started to watch.

"Okay please stop making out with my boyfriend." I giggled as I pulled away and grabbed a bottle of beer from Bam.

"I couldn't help myself."

Something was going on between them two. I mean who would let someone else kiss their boyfriend and not bitch and yell about it? That night sitting on the back patio we had some laughs and talked about music and life in general. I had a great night. By the time I was heading to bed the sun was rising on the horizon. Ville and Bam had to help me to my room. They stripped me down to my bra and panties and tucked me in. I was so fucked up that night and was happy that I was going to bed.

The last thing I thought about was the kiss that I shared that night with Ville as I slowly started to doze off.

**A/N: A WaWa is a store through out the Delaware Valley stretching from the east said of PAN south Jersey and Delaware. Awesome store with great coffee iced teas and hoagies. **