Baby Can I Hold You

'I feel like your ripping out my heart' Kelly let another tear fall as she watch Carrie put another one of her bags in the car.



'Kelly I have to do this....I can't leave it any longer.'



'I don't see why it's so important to you.....'



'You should know why it's important....I shouldn't have to explain it to you again.'



'I just don't see why you can't forget it.......im willing forget it...im willing to move on' Kelly stood between Carrie and the car stopping her from putting in more bags. 'I don't see why you can't forget it.'



'Kelly I can't just forget my music and you can't forget yours.......we both have careers and I need to get back to mine now' Kelly wrapped her arms around Carrie's waist as she buried her head in her chest.



'I just don't like it' she whispered.



'I know you don't ' Carrie whispered back, leaving a few kisses in Kelly's hair she pulled back to look at her. ' Three days....three days and I'll be back.'



'Why can't we come?'



'Cause Elle has school and Joseph is to young to be travelling.......Three days....ok?



'OK.....'



'And you'll get to see me on TV.' Kelly smiled into her chest.



'Promise to do what Elle asked?' Carrie smiled thinking back to what Elle asked her before she went to school.



' Yes I promise to rub my stomach as a secret wave to her.........why rub my stomach?'



'She says you do that to her when your putting her to bed at night......I think it might be your thing.'



'Ah....'



'You don't rub my stomach at night.' Kelly joked.



' My hands are a little busy doing other things that's why.' Carrie watched as Kelly's cheeks turned all shades of red.



'Shhh...don't talk about that in front of Joseph.' Carrie looked over towards the baby as he lay in his new pram.



'What?....I think he should learn how to treat a lady......'



'Yea well lets not teach him those things......maybe we can start with teaching him how to hold their hand or tell them they look pretty.......let him learn the S.E.X stuff on his own.' Carrie couldn't help but laugh.



'Did you just spell sex for a 6 week old baby?' Kelly's face became red again.



'haven't you got a plane to catch?'



'Oh...first your begging me to stay now your throwing me out?'



'Your starting to annoy me.' Carrie pulled her back into her arms again.



'So you wont miss me?'



'mmmm?'



'Kelly!'



'OK OK I'll miss you ' Kelly's face suddenly became serious. ' Promise to be safe.'



'Promise.....your turn.'



'I promise too.' Leaning in Kelly captured Carrie's lips pulling her in as close as she could, Carrie slipped her hand up Kelly's back as she heard the shorter blonde moan into her mouth. Just as things began to get heated a small cry from the pram forced them both apart.



'He's spending to much time with his sister.' Carrie left one last kiss on Kelly's lips before going to the pram, lightly kissing the babies head Carrie said her goodbyes and got into her car. Not wanting to drive away she sat watching as Kelly shook the pram gently calming the baby down before the younger blonde turned back to the car. Kelly gave a small wave before blowing a kiss, carrie caught the kiss blowing her one back,before blowing an extra two towards Kelly. She watched as Kelly caught them. Still she couldn't start the car, she sat frozen watching as Kelly watched her.



'Go.' Kelly waved her hand. Starting up the car carrie managed to pull her gaze away from Kelly and drive out the gate, she knew she couldn't be doing to much travelling now she didn't think her heart would cope with it.