Baby Can I Hold You

'Will you stop doing that.'



'Doing what?'



'Kelly...that's the third time in five minutes you've looked at your phone.' Ashley complained. ' Every thing's fine.'



'I just don't like this.....when can I got home?'



'When I say you can.' Kelly watched Kate and Jill make their way back from the bar.



'This place is packed tonight.' Jill set Kelly drink in front of her.



'She still complaining?' Kate quizzed Ashley.



'Yep.....she wants to go home.' Kelly watched as all three girls shook their heads.



'Your here to have fun......Carrie is fine at home with the kids.......and your here having fun with us' Kelly listened as Jill spoke, she had only met the two girls but she was drawn to them as soon as they spoke. She had to keep reminding herself that they were friends of hers and they did have a history.



'Why can't Carrie be here too?'



'Because.' Ashley began.' you have been spending every second of every day with her for the passed six months........it's time you to have some time apart.'



'Hey you think that....i dont think that......Carrie doesn't think that' Kelly took a sip of her drink. Your all just jealous' Kelly whispered into her class.





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'So where's mom?'



'Elle......' Carrie pleaded. ' we're been over this......she's out with Ashley.'



'But why go out.......we have so much fun here...why would they have to go out'



'Cause baby...sometimes grown ups want to have a different kind of fun.' Elle screwed up her nose.



'Yuck.........Like when you and mommy kiss?'



'Something like that' Carrie sighed.



'So mom and Auntie Ashley are out kissing?'



'What...no no no' Carrie was regretting starting this conversation. 'Mom only does that with me'



'She kisses me too' Elle said with a little jealously in her voice.



'Yes...she kisses you and Joseph....but the kisses she shares with me are different.' Carrie could have cut out her tongue at that very moment, she knew her daughter wouldn't leave it there.



'So these kisses you share'



'Oh god' Carrie moaned.



'Are those the kind of kisses that make babies?.......Cause Lilly in my class her mommy is having a baby....she said it's cause her daddy kissed her mommy.' Carrie rubbed her sore eyes. ' Your sort of like my daddy.....so is that what's going to happen.'



'Oh Elle...why...what did I do to deserve this?'



'Guess you got lucky.' Elle shrugged.





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'Ok I think ive drank to much.....cause im seeing two of you.....and theres only one right?'



'Ten dollars please?'



'Yea I heard you.' Kelly pulled out her purse handing the cab driver a 20. 'That's my house' she said pointing towards the house.



'Good for you' The drive said coldly.



'Im a singer. '



'Me too.....this cab just a hobby'



'Im Kelly Clarkson ' Kelly leaned over whispering to the driver.



' And im Justin Timberlake' The driver whispered back.



'No your not' Kelly giggled as she slapped the drivers arm. ' Are you?' Kelly looked closely.



'No' The driver shook his head.



'Liar...Your not Justin Timberlake.' Kelly mumbled as she got out the cab, before could could even close the door the cab was moving away from her.



Standing at the front door Kelly stood tall holding herself up, trying her hardest not to look drunk. She held her head high looking straight ahead, all she had to do was walk towards the stairs, just a few steps and she'd be there. Putting her left foot first Kelly moved only to land flat on the floor.



'Kelly?'



'Yea.....It's Kelly' Carrie came from the kitchen.



'Did you fall?'



'Nope'



'Want me to help you?' Carrie moved forward.



'Nope'



'Are you drunk.' Carrie got down on her knee in front of Kelly.



'Nope' Kelly giggled pulling carrie closer.' shh im totally drunk...but dont tell.'



'How did you get home?' Carrie looked towards the open door, looking for Ashley.



'Oh I complained to much...their off clubbing.....im old now....i have a wife and kids....i bore them' Carrie watched as Kelly lay on the floor like she was in her own bed.



'Yea ok .....Well lets get you up.' Carrie stood up holding her hands out for Kelly to stand. Once she was on her feet Carrie knew getting her up the stairs would not be easy.



'Oh I can't walk.'



'Kelly I need to get you up to bed' Kelly slapped Carrie's butt as she leaned into her.



'I know what you want' she said winking.



'Trust me you dont' Carrie replied.



'Oh I do....you just want me in your bed...you want me' Carrie let out a sigh.



'No I don't' she said as she pulled Kelly a little towards the stairs.



'You don't want me?' Kelly whispered.



'No Kelly I want you....but I want you sober' Kelly giggled. 'What?'



'You said sober.....that my song' Kelly smiled like she was three.



' Yes it is.....walk away....that's another 'Carrie whispered as Kelly giggled again. She knew what she had to do, trying her best Carrie picked Kelly up in her arms as she struggled up the stairs one at a time.



'Im looking for attention.....Not another question.....Just walk away' Carrie smiled hearing Kelly sing her own song out of tune as she stood her by the bed.



'You stay ..............im going to get you some clothes.' Carrie walked into the wardrobe when she found what she needed she returned to the room.



'So...where the sex?' Kelly quizzed.



'What?' Carrie couldn't help but laugh.



'The sex...you me sex'



'It's not here' Carrie replied.



'Come on Car....i know you want to.' Kelly winked. Carrie walked to her side of the bed keeping her back to Kelly.



'Not going to happen Kelly.' Carrie pulled her top off.' complain all you want but all your getting tonight is.' turning to Kelly Carrie stopped talking. 'Sleep' she finished. Walking over to the bed Carrie bend down kissing her now sleeping girlfriend. Laughing to herself, she had no idea Kelly was such a light weight when it came to drinking.