Baby Can I Hold You

It's 7pm your all going to bed now' Paul had just came back from getting Elle her list of sweets she needed.



'girls night Paul.' Carrie shrugged. Kelly listened carefully from the bed, she and Elle had ran to get their Pj's on the minute Paul had left. She could feel his eyes on her but she busied herself by helping Elle fix her fizzy bears into colors.



'Yeah well, I'll be downstairs.' Paul sighed leaving the room and Kelly could have sworn Paul sounded sad. As if reading her mind Carrie closed and locked the door before joining Kelly at the top of the bed.



'He's just annoyed that im taking away is power, dont feel sorry for him.' Carrie kept her eye on what elle was doing.



'Yeah I know, ive never heard him sound like that.... he seems so down.'



' of course he's down. The main enjoyment that man gets in life is making your life hell, he cant do that now. Im amazed he's not trying to throw me out.' Kelly's head shot up causing elle and carrie to jump. 'Hey not that i'd let that happen, he tries it and ill grab onto your leg like a kid on its first day at school. I'm not going anywhere baby until you and elle are with me.' Carrie whispered the last part trying not to involve Elle in the conversation. The word baby caused a warm fuzzy feeling inside kelly's stomach, she had never been called baby before and coming from carrie made it sound even more sweet.



As Carrie and Elle lay at the bottom of the bed both on their stomachs hands holding up their heads up watching Shrek Kelly was at the top her back resting against the headboard. Her eyes weren't on Shrek though, for the past half hour her eyes had been focused solely on Carrie's butt. At the start she tried her hardest not to stare, it wasn't really polite and her daughter was in the room she should not be having these thoughts. But when carrie moved around proberly getting herself comfortable Kelly noticed how she would wiggle her butt just a little to much. Rolling her eyes Kelly decided to focus fully on what Carrie was doing if the blonde was offering it to her it would be rude to say no.



' enjoying the view?' kelly was pulled out her day dream by carrie.



' yeah mommy, you like Shrek?' Both elle and carrie sat up at the same time turning to Kelly.



' yeah mommy do you like shrek?' carrie was mocking her now.



'I have to say this view is a lot better that others ive seen'



'view?.. mommy its called a movie not a view........is that what it was called in old days?' Elle sat confused to why her mommy and carrie were laughing so hard.



'yeah baby, in the old days or the 80's as I call it.... now dont you think we should think about sleep?' Elle pulled a face before crawling up the middle of the bed between Carrie and Kelly.



Both girls lay silently watching Elle fall into a sleep, Carrie was amazed at how much like Kelly the child was when she was tired. Her messy hair falling all over her chubby cheeks the way her mouth opens slightly as her eyes fall shut. Carrie had watched Kelly the night before, falling asleep the same way.



' what you thinking about' Carrie raised her eyes finding Kelly staring back.



'You.... Elle.... us' Carrie whispered back.



'us?' Kelly raised her head up leaning on her elbow.



'yeah...well... not that I think there is an us.... well I want us to be an us but I know there are things in the way.....im not pushing you or anything just well.'



'Carrie shut up' Kelly giggled.



'OK' Carrie raised an eyebrow at Kelly's giggle.



'of course there an us.......we just have some really big mountains to climb first.'



'thats OK ...im fit.'



' dont I know it.' Kelly wiggled her eyebrows at Carrie causing the blonde to blush.



'I just meant.' carrie stuttered.



'I know what you meant ......still think your fit though.' carrie smiled looking back down at elle who was fast asleep. Pulling back the covers she got out of bed making her way towards kelly. Dragging the extra covers from the bottom of the bed she threw it on the floor followed by kellys pillow. Kelly followed as carrie lay down on the floor. Laying on her back carrie let kelly slide into her arms laying her head on her shoulder.



'I know this wont be easy baby but you have to leave him.....you and elle dont need this.' kelly nodded, she knew carrie was right. ' just leave everything the house cars clothes....we can get new things the only thing you need is elle.'



'but where will we go....i cant go hometo my mom its the first place he'll look.'



'your coming with me.... I have the perfect place...plenty of room for all elles toys.' Kelly raised her head from carries shoulder.



'honey dont want to burst your bubble but your apartment in la wont fit me let alone elle and her toys' Kelly looked at carrie waiting for an answer but all she got was a silly grin. 'what?'



'you called me honey.' kelly laughed.



'you are my honey......damn that sounded corny.'



'nono....i like it.....and dont worry about my apartment...... we arent going there...ive got somewhere else In mind.....somewhere paul will never find' kelly lay silent thinking over carrie's words, could she really leave paul take elle and never come back. He had always said if she did he would find her and kill her. Could she really take elle away from her daddy, sure he was a monster to kelly but he could be a great father to elle.



'He'll hurt her too one day... I can see it in his eyes, she will do something to make him mad and she'll pay for it too.' Kelly sat up looking at carrie, she was sure she had just thought all that and not said it out loud. 'you think I dont know whats going on in that head of yours.....dont doubt yourself you know you have to get away.' Kelly nodded, she didnt know carrie could read minds now.

Kelly lay back down placing her head back onto carries shoulder.



'carrie?'



'yeah kel?'



'do you think its weird that we have pet names for each other but we havent even kissed yet' Carrie moved them both so that they were face to face under the cover.



'you want to kiss me miss clarkson?' Kelly nodded biting her bottom lip, her eyes were glued on carries lips. ' I do too baby but not here......when I kiss you for the first time I want it to be everything you have ever wished for in a kiss. I want fireworks and all.....i dont want to do it in the bedroom you share with your pig of a husband....i want to make memories new happy memories and the only way to do that is get out of here first.' Kelly smiled .



'I didnt think of it like that......ive just been to caught up in kissing you....but I do want all that.....i can wait.' Silence over took them again. IT wasnt the same silence that she shared with paul. The silence that was there cause she was to afraid to talk in case he got upset with her. 'carrie?' but she was kelly and kelly hated almost all silence.



'yeah?'



'whats it like....you know...to kiss a girl.' carrie sat up again a big smile on her face.



'you never have?' kelly shook her head. ' not even with ashley?' kelly slapped her arm.



'gross she's like my sister....ewww......now I dont want to kiss any girl.'



'yeah we'll see.....night kelly.'



'night carrie.'



'night mommy....night auntie carrie' both woman jumped, carrie let out a giggle as kelly turned all shades of red.



'Night Elle' both woman said feeling Elle climb from the bed and curling herself up against kelly's side resting her head on kellys shoulder just like she was doing with carrie.