The Secrets Between us

Kelly stumbled into Carrie's apartment throwing herself on the Carrie's oversized sofa.



"hey car........ remember when you bought this, you made me sit on the floor for a week in case i dropped something on it." Carrie laughed at the memory Kelly was bringing up."then you decided to get all naked the night after the Grammy party...... remember car?"Kelly was smirking at Carrie from her spot on the sofa.



"I was helping you get that dress off........ you where the one who thought it would be funny to be naked."



"i didn't see you complain" Kelly stood from the sofa kicking off her shoes.



"i didn't want to be impolite..... you were my guest." it was now a battle of wills, light teasing pushing each other to see how far they could go. Carrie was happy to let Kelly go as far as she wanted, the fact that she was drunk not really entering Carrie's head now. She knew Kelly well enough to know the Texan wouldn't be doing this unless she wanted too. Kelly had been drunk in Carrie's apartment before more drunk than she was right now,she could still muster up the power to say no to Carrie's advances. Carrie watched the young Texan put her shoes under the sofa, making herself comfortable acting like she was at home.



"Can I be your guest again Carrie" Kelly pulled Carrie out of her thoughts with her teasing.



"Kelly......don't say anything you don't mean...... please I couldn't handle it"



"Baby I mean everything I say" Baby? had Carrie heard her right. god it felt good to hear that word again.



"Say it again Kel" Kelly knew exactly what she was talking about, walking over to the country girl pulling her into her arms.



"baby" she whispered into the taller girls ear. Carrie couldn't help it, the tears started falling her shoulders shaking from her sobs."shhhh baby dont.... come on this is a good thing.



"Happy tears Kelly..... just happy tears."Carrie felt Kelly's lips brush against her ear her arms wrapping around her waist."Kelly i .... i need to sit down." Carrie was feeling weak she hadn't let anyone touch her since Kelly left, the feeling of kellys hands on her body was making her feel dizzy. Kelly lead the country girl back to the sofa sitting her down gentle before going to get her some water. The sudden lack of Kelly's touch made Carrie cry harder. In a matter of seconds Kelly was back at her side handing her a glass of water.



"Here baby drink some of this..... you need to calm down ok your starting to worry me." Kelly had sobered up a great deal since she first walked into Carrie's apartment.



" it just ....... just feels so good again."



"What does, what feels good Carrie?"



"You touching me......... feeling you near me again."Kelly ran her hand up the small singers back causing Carrie to break down again.



"shhh Carrie ..... the neighbours will think im hurting you."Carrie giggle through her tears. " that's better..... now what can i do to make you feel better." Carrie knew the answer to that but the chance of Kelly doing it was very slim.



"you could......... you could....."



"i could what baby?"



"You could make love to me again" Carrie couldn't look at her, didn't want to see her face when she turned her down.





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Jason made his way towards the kitchen hoping the noise he was hearing was his sister getting home, he hated her going out alone but she had told them straight that she didn't want their company.



"damn its you" Jason stood at the kitchen door watching Ashley stir the two cups of chocolate in front of her.



"Not the thrill it used to be jas?" handing him one of the cups she said down pushing out the chair in front of her for him to sit.



"I thought you were kel"



"Nope just little old me... but Jason don't worry, she's safe."



"how do you know that, she's been gone all night"



"cause jas she's with Carrie." Jason didn't have an answer for that, he knew that's where she was he just didn't want to think about it.



"i phoned him...... he will be here in the morning for coffee and breakfast"



Nice but can you tell me who your giving your sister away to" Jason sipped his chocolate looking at Ashley before he spoke.



"Nathan Hutt." he wanted for her reaction to that but got nothing from her.



" he was a sound guy from one of her tours...... young good looking you and Kelly used to make him take off his shirt while he worked."



"oh.... oh yeah he was very nice" Ashley said dreamily.



"he's for Kelly ash"



"i know i know.... i can dream." Jason laughed at his friends dorky look now as she remembered Nathan, he only hoped Kelly would think the same of him.





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Kelly sat silently taking in the words Carrie had just said to her, she really had asked for it by telling Carrie she would do anything to make her feel better. Carrie hadn't moved either her eyes fixed to her hands wondering how long Kelly would sit not saying anything to her. God she was so stupid........ make love to me, like Kelly was going to turn around and say yes.



"yes"



"wh... what" Carrie thought she was hearing things, her mind playing tricks on her.



"i said yes......yes i'll make love to you."Kelly didn't get the last word out before Carrie was on top of her pushing her back against the sofa , lips smashing onto kelly's. Kelly pushed back lightly, slowing Carrie down this didn't have to be a rushed thing, they had all night. Carrie understood Kelly's signal and slowly leaned in again letting her lips find Kelly's cheek. Leaving small whisper like kisses over Kelly's cheek up to her closed eyes, lightly kissing each i lid before cupping the Texans cheeks in her hands leaving a small gentle kiss on the top of her nose.



"Carrie stop."Carrie froze on the spot letting her hands drop. She knew it was to good to be true, Kelly was just getting carried away with things. Standing up from the sofa Kelly made her way to the bedroom.



"Well im certainly not making love to you on the sofa......... get in the bedroom."Kelly stood at the door acting like a strict drill Sargent. Carrie didn't think she could move so fast, she in the room and on the bed in seconds.







Kelly walked confidently over to where Carrie was sitting,she noticed the country girls body shake with fear. Swinging her legs over Carrie's lap she sat comfortable wrapping her arms around her neck.



"Carrie" Kelly whispered into the darkened room."You have to help me out here i cant do this alone."



"What do you want me to do." Kelly couldn't hear the fear in Carrie's voice, her eyes watering again as the tears came.



"Undress me baby"Kelly leaned back letting Carrie slip her hands down her sides to met the end of her shirt, lifting her arms Carrie pulled Kelly's top over her head letting it drop to the floor. Her face a few inches from a very naked Kelly Carrie's mouth suddenly became dry, the tears still falling from Carrie's face. Kelly took the country girls hands letting them rest over her chest , Carrie could feel her lovers heartbeat. Slowly Kelly let go of Carrie's hands letting the country girl take her time with whatever she wanted to do. Carrie's hands began to move in little circles, causing Kelly to moan at her lovers touch. Becoming brave Carrie leaned in tracing her tongue over Carrie's neck following the trail of her hands leaving light letting butterfly kisses over Kelly's chest. Moving one of her hands away letting it slide round Kelly's back Carrie replaced her hand with her mouth. Letting her tongue dart out leaving a wet trail over Kelly's body. The action causing Kelly to grind her hips into Carrie,the country girl knew that sign letting her hands fall to Kelly's jeans so started to unbutton her jeans letting her hand slip inside.



"still forgetting underwear again miss Clarkson" giggling Carrie looked up at Kelly receiving a smirk from her she fell back onto the bed taking Kelly with her. Rolling onto her side she slide her hand up Kelly's thigh stopping on her butt. Kelly by now was feeling the pace they were going was way to slow for her liking began pulling her own jeans off slipping them by her hips until she kicked them off onto the floor. Carrie's hand slipped up Kelly's back pulling her closer to her, rolling them over so she was on top. Straddling Kelly's legs she pulled her own top off wrestling herself out of her jeans until she was in the same state as Kelly. Grabbing the cover from the bottom of the bed Carrie covered them both allowing Kelly to roll on top. Feeling Kelly's hand slide down her body past her stomach till it met its destination Carrie grabbed onto her shoulders grinding her hips towards Kelly loving the feeling she was receiving form the Texan. Wrapping her legs around Kelly feeling the pressure build up inside her she sunk her teeth into her lovers shoulder muffling her screams her tears soaking Kelly as her lover pushed her over the edge. Falling on top of Carrie Kelly felt Carrie's legs tighten around her more not letting her move from their current position.



"You OK car" Kelly gentle wiped her lovers hair from her eyes kissing away the tears that wouldn't stop.



"Dont move...... please. let me feel this as long as its possible."Kelly let her head fall onto Carrie's shoulder giving the country girl the time she needed.



Kelly felt Carrie's legs slip from her hips as her body relaxed. lifting herself up Kelly looked into Carrie's eyes seeing the girl sleepily smile at her.



"turn on your side baby"Carrie did as she was told to tired to question. Feeling Kelly's body press against her from behind Carrie eased into her touch. Her lovers arm slipping round her waist."night car" Kelly whispers into her ear.



"Night Kel" Carrie felt herself drift off to sleep as Kelly lazily left gentle butterfly kisses along her neck and shoulder.