Something Unexpected
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Dir en grey › Slash - Male/Male › Kyo/Shinya
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
17
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4,073
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27
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This is a work of fiction. I do not know the members of Dir en grey. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Chapter 09
>>Please read!
It's okay, I'll wait for you to stop humping the chair. \^_^/ [Victory cheer]
Don't forget Chapter 01's disclaimer!
Eto, Kyoko-chan is one sick puppy...and not in the good, horny sort of way. I mean I'm not feeling my greatest and work has now started once again so I might be a bit slower with adding chapters, but I will press on. Fear not. ^_^
Remember what I said about this being plot and not just all hawt sex? Mmh. Yeah. I just remembered myself. v_v So I introduce to you...ANGSTYOMGWTF!! XD So yesh, this is the part that, as they say, the shit has rather hit the fan.
The chapter is a little short...eh...gomen. v_v
Enjoy.
"Kyo-kun, you've gone soft." Kaoru muttered over a beer, yawning a bit.
"Hai...I can't help it, though. I just...don't feel angry anymore. It's...It's like Shinya-kun just...wiped all the anger I was feeling clean away."
Kaoru eyed him, then sighed. "What's to become of the band, Kyo-kun?"
Kyo gaped at Kaoru, wondering why he'd ask such a strange question. "Nanda?"
"I asked you what's to become of Dir en grey."
"Hai, I heard you. Demo...I don't understand."
"You haven't been screaming like you normally do, your lyrics are less explicit, what happens when the fans get bored with you being a lovey-dovey bitch?"
Kyo snarled at Kaoru. "Don't be a cruel asshole, Kaoru-sama."
"I'm not being fucking cruel! I'm asking you the truth! You're being a sissy little bitch instead of the hard-as-nails rock star that you USED to be."
Kyo stood, not wanting to hear what he, in thruth, already knew. He stormed out of the bar and went home, and not to Shinya's as he normally would have. He had gone soft, he knew as much...but could he help being in love with Shinya? Could the world really blame him for his happines? Hai..of course it could. The world fucks you over like that... Kyo thought on the bus on his way home. He eyed some man's ridiculous shirt, frowning, shocked at how someone could go out in public looking like such shit. What am I going to say to Shinya-kun...? How can I tell him that I need to stop seeing him...? Kyo suddenly frowned. Why the fuck should I break up and leave the one person in this world that gives a fuck about me? Am I really supposed to give up *my* happiness so some stupid, twitty girls can have their hormone rush? Kyo sighed, knowing it wasn't fair or right to think of his fans that way, but how could he leave Shinya? Shinya had never done anything to hurt him, ever. He was always making sure Kyo was okay and happy. Shinya took Kyo out to dinner, lunch, made him breakfast and even understood when Kyo was working and wanted to be alone. He made sure Kyo was comfortable when he got sick and even mended his clothes if Kyo'd gotten a rip or if a button fell off in the washing machine. Who in the world else was going to treat him...just the way he wanted? He crammed his hands into his pockets and sighed.
On the other hand... Would he be hurting not only Shinya, but the rest of his bandmates if he didn't break it off...? Kyo let out a frustraited whimper and thrust a cigarette between his full lips. He lit it and sucked a little, then inhaled the smoke and held it in a few seconds before letting it escape. His tongue rolled over and wiggled the piercings in his lip as he went and sat down on a bench, alone, in the middle of October. He took in another drag of his cigarette, though exhaled it sooner than he'd planned to because he suddenly let out a soft sob. He quickly covered his face with his free hand and started to breathe in and out slowly. He would not let himself cry about this. There was another way...he would try harder, work harder for Shinya. He'd get back to his old ways, he would sit alone and bring up the most painful of secrets that he kept buried deep inside himself.
He would hurt himself and make himself bleed...for Shinya.
It's okay, I'll wait for you to stop humping the chair. \^_^/ [Victory cheer]
Don't forget Chapter 01's disclaimer!
Eto, Kyoko-chan is one sick puppy...and not in the good, horny sort of way. I mean I'm not feeling my greatest and work has now started once again so I might be a bit slower with adding chapters, but I will press on. Fear not. ^_^
Remember what I said about this being plot and not just all hawt sex? Mmh. Yeah. I just remembered myself. v_v So I introduce to you...ANGSTYOMGWTF!! XD So yesh, this is the part that, as they say, the shit has rather hit the fan.
The chapter is a little short...eh...gomen. v_v
Enjoy.
"Kyo-kun, you've gone soft." Kaoru muttered over a beer, yawning a bit.
"Hai...I can't help it, though. I just...don't feel angry anymore. It's...It's like Shinya-kun just...wiped all the anger I was feeling clean away."
Kaoru eyed him, then sighed. "What's to become of the band, Kyo-kun?"
Kyo gaped at Kaoru, wondering why he'd ask such a strange question. "Nanda?"
"I asked you what's to become of Dir en grey."
"Hai, I heard you. Demo...I don't understand."
"You haven't been screaming like you normally do, your lyrics are less explicit, what happens when the fans get bored with you being a lovey-dovey bitch?"
Kyo snarled at Kaoru. "Don't be a cruel asshole, Kaoru-sama."
"I'm not being fucking cruel! I'm asking you the truth! You're being a sissy little bitch instead of the hard-as-nails rock star that you USED to be."
Kyo stood, not wanting to hear what he, in thruth, already knew. He stormed out of the bar and went home, and not to Shinya's as he normally would have. He had gone soft, he knew as much...but could he help being in love with Shinya? Could the world really blame him for his happines? Hai..of course it could. The world fucks you over like that... Kyo thought on the bus on his way home. He eyed some man's ridiculous shirt, frowning, shocked at how someone could go out in public looking like such shit. What am I going to say to Shinya-kun...? How can I tell him that I need to stop seeing him...? Kyo suddenly frowned. Why the fuck should I break up and leave the one person in this world that gives a fuck about me? Am I really supposed to give up *my* happiness so some stupid, twitty girls can have their hormone rush? Kyo sighed, knowing it wasn't fair or right to think of his fans that way, but how could he leave Shinya? Shinya had never done anything to hurt him, ever. He was always making sure Kyo was okay and happy. Shinya took Kyo out to dinner, lunch, made him breakfast and even understood when Kyo was working and wanted to be alone. He made sure Kyo was comfortable when he got sick and even mended his clothes if Kyo'd gotten a rip or if a button fell off in the washing machine. Who in the world else was going to treat him...just the way he wanted? He crammed his hands into his pockets and sighed.
On the other hand... Would he be hurting not only Shinya, but the rest of his bandmates if he didn't break it off...? Kyo let out a frustraited whimper and thrust a cigarette between his full lips. He lit it and sucked a little, then inhaled the smoke and held it in a few seconds before letting it escape. His tongue rolled over and wiggled the piercings in his lip as he went and sat down on a bench, alone, in the middle of October. He took in another drag of his cigarette, though exhaled it sooner than he'd planned to because he suddenly let out a soft sob. He quickly covered his face with his free hand and started to breathe in and out slowly. He would not let himself cry about this. There was another way...he would try harder, work harder for Shinya. He'd get back to his old ways, he would sit alone and bring up the most painful of secrets that he kept buried deep inside himself.
He would hurt himself and make himself bleed...for Shinya.