Yokan

Kyo POV
~Only on the Surface now i’m toying with you
You do not notice a thing
in minus 180 Degrees Celcius frozen love~
Kyo walked home in the cold weather as he sees his band mates having fun joking with one another daisuke red hair falls abnormally into the white hair kyo couldnt hlp but chuckle to himself but then he see toshiya smile and lightly push daisuke in the snow. Kyo soemhow feel detached to the band when it come to this affection, Toshiya has Daisuke both are perfect for one another, And kaoru helps shinya in the car shinya and kaoru maybe not the perfect pair but they work. So where do i belong in here?
~In taciturn you, with taciturn love, a taciturn discomfort
in taciturn me, with taciturn love, a taciturn scar~
In lasadies Toshiya wasn't even there so there was misery for daisuke but also there was hate so much hate i couldn't explain, the "Leader" Kisaki how much would he hurt me? He would slam me against the door as he started yelling at me, "You worthless peice of ass! What makes you so spcial shinya i would look over but he avioded my gaze it alqways was like this kaoru would try to calm Kisaki down but it never worked as he grabbed a fluff of my hair and brought me where screams and curses consisted for all the band to hear. Kyo the worthless bitch, or that what Kisaki named me. After a while i gotten used to it but now Kisaki gone, there is still an emotional scar within my soul. I don’t care about anything else. I’m the psycho vocalist!
~You are the eighteenth one
you don't notice me
Supported by kindness
this love made frozen~
Closing my world around myself as if my black heart can never be melted. How could anyone want me? Sure enough fan girl want me but do they really know how much of a bastard i can be? I look over i’m at the park? What the hell i don’t live near a park! Shrugging as the cold whether start to get to me as i shiver. My pricing is getting cold as i start to think maybe i should go back? But back to where? To Kisaki? Never. To fan girls Heheh! they would rip me apart! back to where? i have no one to love anymore. My heart is a frozen ice floating in my blood. BLOOD....Back to Fu~ki?
~In quiet you, with quiet love, killing the quiet pleasant
In quiet , with quiet love, quiet....~
Now i remember the gentleness you touched me Fu~ki making me forget everything around us i let your tender wings tickle my feeling. i remember we walked this same place but was it ment to be? do you still live where we broke away you were the only one to get my tender heart beating again other then that i am a zombie. A Zombie of the horror that is known as my life. Where were you when i need you now?

~I cannot change, I cannot Return, Taciturn love
Quietly we two entangled~
Fu~ki POV
I walk past the old park only to see a fragment or an illusion of yourself, Kyo. i once called you Nimmura Tooru, You let me have it then. We both started as vocalist in this world that were both in need of each other we were like a puzzle fixed with each other. So why? Why did run away from me? What made it so bad to love one another? I know i can not return to the past of our once love but why were you so scared? scarred i remember you once told me about, Kisaki I how he hurt you. I got angry as i ran out kyo you looked so innocent back then but i know my rage was calling for vengeance you didn't deserve to be treated like that! i wanted to give you the world, the night we had sex. You seemed frightened, i told you i would not harm you. We both went to a 69 i can still taste your seeds.